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Wednesday, March 29, 2006


wat a day(again)



shitt, todae was cool, early in the morning got scolded by mr lim, shitt, haha jus whistle only, haha but its VERi loud!! den in class, i don even realise tat i slept for reading period. shit nvr do 2nd article todae. die, den, me, furk(aan), shafiq, rasul,rusdan n farid made our own jack ass video, in school! haha in school, first, we made a video of me slammin a veri THICK science textbook on farid's big head!! haha cooL!!!, second, furk n me had plans of throwing newspaper, bottles n even books at other of class mates, firtsly i threw newspaper at Kartiks face!! it was a perfect shot tothe face!! hahaha, den i threw paper at siva, WALAO!!! he gave 2 Smack on my head!! it hurts..... haha nvm, den wen the bells rings, we planned to like squeeze ramdan stomach, haha its squeezy u noe! haha, den rusdan planned tat we all kick him near the stairs and he will like go rolling tumbling down the stairs, and u noe wat? its a success! wahha, our own production! haha to me its my 2nd! haha, cool ah todae!! after skul, nurul got art... shitt, went home wit my jackass gang! hah but it feels so uneasy witout her....... hm.... but nvm, tmrw can.... wahha, den wen i reach home, nurul msg me, walao! "tat" msg WAS S SCARY SIA!!!! shit, make me panic like shiitt man,, hah in the end, i oso dono!! wah! later kollin her ah, yahoO! bye ppl of blogspot!!!!

nurul...... hahah jsu miss her todae!! not goin to put my pic todae!!!



---9:48 PM---



Tuesday, March 28, 2006


greatt....




todae i tot was gona be like yesterdae, but wrong babe. woohoo, had a great time in skul. hahak, especilay goin to skul wit nurul, haha,u noe wat i mean nurul, hahaks, every morning assembly, ian (4te) ALWAYS make us laugh by rasing his arm so high wen saying our pledge. shit ass, haha.PE was FUN!!! soccer babe!!! but mus run around field for three rounds, haha i did onli 1 and half round! shitt.... luckily mr low nvr see, if he sees, DIE MAN!!! haH! den we procced to the street soccer, i scored 3 goals, haha all volleys. recess was fine... hahah so hot!!! had a greatt maths lesson todae... pass my maths test. ggaga ! finali!!! woohoo!!, borrowed ramdans mp3, hah mine dead oreadi, shit siah, waited for nurul, den went to westmall bought breadtalk since its havig a sale, haha ALL buns at $1. shitt, she BO me haha, slack under one block... acted like two crazy shitheads. haha nurul ah, she boring, den started dancing.. but its cool though. hah, den i reali wanted to haf my coke, we decided to called it a day, sent her home. went home lor.... later i tink ill be kolin her.... i itnk ah, if she wants!!!!haha ok den see ya, want to watch police and thief!!! ,mamai!!!!

created by nurul lor!!! nice!! tnx again!! MUACKZ!!!!



---7:46 PM---



Monday, March 27, 2006


wat a day todae.....



early in the morning, RAIN!!! shit!!!! nvr meet nurul at the usual place, met her at the busstop near westmall instead. shit... one whole day.. i have no POWER!!..... shitt, feel tired in class, slept for science lesson. walao!!! mondae suck man..... during recess, had a drink and procced to study corner meet up wit sahu, sadib n NURUL, sori i didnt talk to u nurul during recess. hehe, no power ah todae... sori... after skul oso the same man... had lunch.. no power to eat like usual, shit sia todae!!! argh!!! ask shimin wher is nurul, she kept showing at her heart hahah, siao.... have some power left to watch takraw for a while, but cant ah, watch for while, den wnet home wit porn guy shafiq. while walkin to the busstop, i pretend to walk like amanda, hahah funni sia bought bubble tea, throw some of it.... whiole waitn gfor the bus, met fira n i don noe the gurls name, hahah heck... den took bus, slept inside.... nvr realise tat my mp3 is dead hahahah. the whole trip i ride home,, not hearing a single song... shit.... reached home, bathe, my mum ask me to accompany her go harbourfront for awhile to tkae sumting from her fren, MUST folo lor.... if not, i die ah, cannot use comp ah.... shithead,.. reached hoem at 930, long sia.... ass, den chat wit nurul for awhile, den she went offline... walao, boring isa without her.... nw im boring, n i waannaa stop here! bye!!!

hahah miss u nurul... yak dishk!!!



---9:21 PM---



Sunday, March 26, 2006


shit...~




todae was ok.... morning, woke up, took a shower, wen to market wit my mum n aunts. hahah shitt~. borin, after taking breakfast, i kept a look put for my baby cousin, my aunt passs me a drink. tat consist of medicine inside for my cousin... i accidentaly drank it,... shitt........... went hoem and results having gastric pains... shit..... after tat happens.... went to PS wit my sis, mum n her boifren.. shop at carrefour.... bought a huge headphone, tat onli cost $19.90, shitt, cheap sia... haha, got one. rest n had lunch at swensen. wnet home... test y headphone, n den my body feels so heavy n wan to sleep, den i sleep ah haha, woek up sweating.... hot sia todae.... nurul msg me. haha she told me tat she going peninsula to mit up wit her cuzz, haha tats cool. woke up, went to my living room, watch big momma house 2, hahah, at night, wen tto banquet. eat agian.... shitt, BUT i nvr eat ah.. crazy ah i eat again... siao. den chat wit nurul for awhile... den u go off line.. den nw, tsi time (1054pm) im boring!!!! the onli solution to make me not boring is,................ got to sleep!!!! k bye ppl!!!!!!!!
the headphone tat cost $19.90 hahah nice huh? alamak!! im unmasked!!!! shitt!!!!! die!!!!!!



---10:45 PM---



Saturday, March 25, 2006


hey....


ray bck.... todae jus went out wit nurul..... woohoo! crazy sia todae.... hahah, wore all greyish ah todae.... tshirt greyish blue, greyish season jeans, white shoe!! hahah school shoe summore, haha, later nutin to do, make my jeans like rockers, meet up rasul n the gang.... at esplanade., ther had a fight... 1 gay, vs 3 GUYS!!!! shitt, the gay won sia... walao, the gay gave one BIG punch to one of the GUYS, waloa, nice...... left rasul n gang alone. went for a stroll at the park wit nurul... Ssat at one corner, seat down chit chat.... n do sumting... wakakak,I LEFT MY HP WIT RASUL, see la wat happen if u r alreadi syiok... hahah, nvm, tmrrw meetin him up, shithead sia.... *toooooooooot* hope he doesnt read my msges n images... if not, DIE SIA ME!!!!! hahah, den went home, kiss gud bye, den walk towards 711, bought VAnilla coke( my drug), haha, *high*. took mrt home, den chnge to lrt,, and, bough COKE instead of Vaniila coke, haah, reached home high, haha, cant believe tat my sis came home earlier than me. shit~. reache dhome.... Quickly lie down at the front of the gate,,... tired sia..... haha luckily my grand ma woke me up n quickly update my blog, hahah, tnx grand ma!!!. hwhehhe, i tink ill continue todaes event tmrw ah... my back n legs KILLING ME!!! seeya!!! rot...



















---11:34 PM---



Friday, March 24, 2006


shit.






bck, todae school was orite, class was ok, but nurul was sick ah, shit, in school jus kept worrying bout her, tinkin tat shes ok not, after school was boring, shitt, went hda lunch, went home, took my boots, n headed school bck, saw mr hO,(i tink) ahhaha, saw nurul, she look REALI sick, shit, lost agaisnt Ex yusoffian,7-0, shiitt, anuar, (captain) called me up to substitute nasrizal, the sec freak, jus left 20 minutes of play, i jus got that limited time, *toooot*, I GOT SLIDE n RAMM at the back by two ex *!@#$%^& yusoffians, my back hurts alot, stress when goin bck jus nw, haha, back pain sia. reached home, nurul scolded me, for not resting (hahah paiseh), chat for awhile,.. den blog lor, i stress ah, my back would cost me more prob, shitt, last time my leg muscle, nw?? back??? no way... TMRW IS A BIG DAY FOR US!!!!!!!!!!! wooohhooooo not goan tell ya, hehehehheh bye2.... nuting to blog ACTUALI>>>> hahakakak, see ya ppl!!!!



---9:52 PM---



Thursday, March 23, 2006


great....



todae was great.....
mdm Norliah not prsent, woohooo,
had a boring start in skul, but enjoyed my HEY lesson, shit funni sia, maths lesson was cooll, mr koh make us laugh like crap students (we are), haha, he tells us tat, he gave his car to his wife by tradin for an Mp3, sick rite?? haha, tat kept my class awke till the end of the day, COOL!! after skool, had lunch, HOT food as usual, den waited for nurul, watched takraw(for awhile), den slack wit nurul, nice, den wen wanted to go home?? ther is one guy in a car, kept lookin at us(i think), wen we wanted to move, the car oso went to move from the area we sat, fucker, went home HAPPILY. heheh, tmrw, haf soccer match sia, versus the ex yusoffians, ill be sec 4s super sub, playin striker, my gang told me to be careful of Pak tam, he likes to slide ppl,( blog readers, who are yusoffians, care to watch k?? haha). k i need to rest for tmrw, n chat wit my nurul, bye my frens!!! tke care,



no longer a heartless creature, ray



---9:04 PM---



Wednesday, March 22, 2006


hey2, bck... todae great!!! skul was okay, had english speech lesson, im one of the chosen one who mus go up the stage, shiit,, don wan ah, mdm norliah say my english was great... her butt!!! hahah. in class, tat sick bastard shafiq, always, always ah, Disturb me wan, ham mother... nuting better to do, shit,. recess time, i met up wit nurul, n azhari(facade guitarist) came up to me tat he wants "rasul' to join my band!!! woohhoiooo, FINALLY a gud vocalist!!!! after skul, had lunch, walao, the black pepper tempura chicken was DAMn fucking hot!!! started to sweat alot sia..... after tat stoopid moment is over, waited for nurul, she has inter class basketball, hahah she doesnt even touch the ball i tink jus nw... haha my class won all matches!! wohoo... cant wait for the inter class soccer nex month, ill be playing keeper n striker.. shitt, two postions?? nice... our class got 2nd, shitt................ (if im not wrong ah). nah, its ok, soccer will get to the top!!! we will 4td, went home wit nurul, it was great, had my alcohol drink, 'coke', haha, whenevr i drink coke, ill get 'high'.nurul was happy wen im high though, hahah, slack for about 130 hrs, den went home lor, at 8+ i reach home, phew luckily my mum not in!! gahahah luck!!!!. so im gona stop here then. see ya blog readers...........
shithead..................



---10:07 PM---



Sunday, March 19, 2006




ray... yeasterdae forget to blog haha, nw blog for yesterdae lor, hah yesterdae was cooL!!!! me n nurul, we both wear brown n black, i wear brown polo, black torn jeans, she wear brown long sleeve n black skirt, niCE!!! hahah, first went town walk2, say curse werds to ppl wankers, n Mickey mouse tshirt wearers,*mickey mouse is dead, got kicked in the head* hah, after walk2, went peninsula, look for my jeans, rocker type, don haf ah, shitt, den walk2 ther, go to esplanade, went tosee the merlion, nurul n me decided to sit n tke a break, i bought ice jelly coktail, fuck, it cost $4,(wasted)walao, metal head alot sia ther, shit, met dayana n sufyan(moncong), walk wit us, laugh like crazy ppl, we decide to take a stroll at the park near by, sat near the sea, cooll, i tink tats all fer yesaterdae, TODAE!!! im goin picnic,,,,lame sia,... ah, whu cares?? atleast i got my fishing rod!!! kakahaha, bye ppl!!!! nah, sum pics from yesterdaes outing!!! my comp sumtin wrong ah



---11:08 AM---



Friday, March 17, 2006


hey......ray bcks from 'batam' HOLY shit! over ther, lIKE SHIT MAN!!! i tot i would enjoy myself, but DIDNT!! omg, was attacked by stoopid batam gerls, WALAO, u dont noe wat it feels like, ArGh!!! 1st day ther, had a sleepy day, once reached ther, i jus dig in inot the bed sheet and rot, soooo boring!!! 2nd day, was cool, woke up, ate two bowls of mee rebos, solid man their mee rebos, after tat, ride moto bike, around the island, nice, at 2pm, me n my aunts n uncles, went to thier mega mall, played bowling, shopping, n eat! haha, bowling, i had five strikes, millions went in the sideline,(longkang) shit.... but we had fun, bought two t shirts, one is a black shirt, with a prin of werdds, LOVE, haha cool., wit old english font type, second, a skull shirt, but the skull has an afro head, haha funni, den one of my uncle ask me to accompany him buy some cigerattes, den suddenly two 'prostitutes' approached us, shit,....... i ran first!!! eeeee, i hate batam prostitutes, fuckers, yuck!, after go home lor, sleep ,Again, hah day three, had mee soto hah, chnge, den we each rent motobikes, n started to race, hahah, me, my 1st uncle, n 2nd uncle, hah nice. i was leading, den suddenly a group of chicken tried to crossed,i quickly BRAKE, walao, i went to last place, n MUST buy them each a bottle of sprite, shit, curse tat chicken, after enjoying tat, went home, went for a swim n diving at the sea, wen i was diving, saw crab mating, hahah COOL!!!! hahah, ok, don go further, after diving, i saw a piece of wood, looks like a skim board, den......... i went to take and tried skimming lor, haha long time never skim, keep fallin, im fed up, i toss the board in the open sea, who cares, hah, den drove bck home, eat, went mosque, had ice kachang, den packed evrythiing, waited for the ferry, den go home, hahah FINALI can msg my nurul.goshh i miss her like wan to commit suicide sia, hope tmrw she can go out, pls pls pls...... wan mit her, MUS mit her!!! its a MUST!!!!mus 'sweet talk wit my mum' hahah. i tink tas all ah, tired ah babe!!!! see ya,,






ray signing out.



---9:43 PM---



Tuesday, March 14, 2006


hey! its shithead agaiN! ah, todae, had jam practice wit facade(shaifful,poyo,azari,hidayat,shikin) nurul(miss shithead), fira, rasul n hairil folowed us, ha, todaes jamming session suck! shit! its like not the facade i knew, its like, our first time jamming, i dono y my bass sounds like the sound comin out from my butt, (fart) haha, shitt sia, IT SUCK!, after jammin, went to accompany fira buy shoes, the shoes she chose(actuali its nurul who choose it) was TOTALI ROCK! jeans look, nice!, nw i noe hw to get TORN jeans, cooll!!! haha no need to make, jus buy! n it ONLY cost $5, shit!! who doesnt wan to buy it, haha, after tat, all of us went to eat 'old cHANG2'... YUCK! all of them bought SQUID la, PRAWN la, WALAO!!! im already allergic to them, they still show me, shit, crazy frens! ah, i don even dare to drink their drinks, afraid of their saliva, eee, have the taste of THE SEAFOOD!!! aRgH!! shit. after tat tragic incident was over, went to esplanade to chill ther, haha, like usual, rasul starts singin, i folo, den all of us start to sing, walao, pasieh sia, evrybody dey like stared at us, shit,.. paiseh!! hah, den went home, like usual la,rasul make a nuisane of himself by makin sounds from his bubble gum, shit. HAD fun wit nurul in the bus, hehe coolllll... 'i like'. she owaes likes to do 'stuff'.. hah nice., den sent her home lor, den tat is the part the boredom come, shit,...... haha but i REALI ENJOYED TODAE. hee ifu noe wat imean nurul!!!!! haha. see ya
facade=1 part of my life..............










hee rot people!!!!!!



---10:04 PM---



Sunday, March 12, 2006


whoi!! ray's bck,. todae!!! Was!!! Boring!!!! OMFG!!! one wohole day, i stayed home!! HOLYMOLEY!! watch dvds, online, soccer, shitt, boring!!! miss nurul like want to die sia!!!! MUST meet her!!!! CANNOT TAHAN!!! went to my cousin;s open house, WALAO!!! i tot syiok!? but NOT!!! jus eat, sit one corner like one piece of shithead, sweat, bcause i wore black, many of my cuzz ask me, y u wear black all the time, i asn lor, I LIKE!! my PROB!!! but actuali tot tat im gona be one of the metal guys appeared in 'HANYOT', siao ah all of them!!! ccb, after tat over, went home, do teh same routine over again, watch dvds, online, off to street soccer, shit!!! like in jail sia, same old routine, FUCK!@!!! jus keep tinkin bout nurul, wen im eating, tink of her, watch dvd, tink of her, soccer, OSO tink of her, jus miss her ah,well todae, like i told u earlier, IT SUCK! N BORING!!!!! hope tmrw will not be the same as todae!!! well, i guess i stop nw! goan continue chattiN!!! bbye!!!
must have our pic wan,.....








i miss u, i miss u so...................



---11:04 PM---



Saturday, March 11, 2006


hii. todae suck! in the morning, got scolded by mum, jus onli i got u for maths n m.t, she jus go wild. curse me la, called me stupid here la, stupid ther la, wat sia! fuck, tats one problem, scond, its about sum person tag nurul's tagboard, say she wasted la, blind la, wats happening to my life??!!! OMFG! tat makes me feel so unwanted leh, help.... later at nite i update again ah, pissed todae(for nw) see later ah, if got mood, i update..................................



---2:44 PM---



Friday, March 10, 2006


hey shit bloggers, todae jus wan to blog a little, todae wen skul with nurul,(syiok). got report book, shit i slack like like shit jus forced out ur ass, haha. i got 1 for english, U for mother.T, U for maths, 5 for science.... fuck man.... SLACK PPL!!! hahah, its ok, i still got more terms to go, after skul, eat, went out to wait for nurul, she got art class, porn guy(shafiq) n Kaw peh la (shaifful) accompanied me while i was waitng for her, soon, they left me, shitheads, then, i waited, i feel a sleep, haha, den she came, went home, in the bus, hahah nice........... hee2, u noe wat i mean. hah, thers sumtin special about ur kiss ah.... i jus dono why.... haha makes me wana.......... ah, nuting.... tats all bye
mine n her hair,, hahah like same ah, (she KPO ah, not me, heehee)



---8:14 PM---



Thursday, March 09, 2006


so, todae my nurul blog about sumone she likes, nw my turn lor!!! hahah.


Corey Taylor - Vocals
Nicknamed "The Sickness" December 8, 1973
Corey is the master of the horrid vocals and lyrics in Slipknot. Before he joined the band, he worked in a porn shop to earn money (it was called "Adult Emporium"). On stage he is loud, fast, and out of control. Offstage, he seems very calm and down to Earth. Before Slipknot he was part of the band Stone Sour. Corey loves Comedy albums, wMask - Used to be a leather face cover, with brown/blonde dreads. Yes, some of the dreads were made of his real hair. He used to wear them through the mask, but he cut them off because it was a pain to pull them through. Also, he was always changing his hairstyle. Now, his mask is made out of moulded latex instead of leather. Most of the dreads now seem to be fake. Now he is wearing a new and more horror mask, its a ghoulish face with rotting features and stitches everywhere.
Corey and his several types of "singing/shouting":
1) When he's actually singing (wait and bleed, mid point of no life)
2) Crazy screaming (beginning of sic and Eyeless), (surfacing fuck it all part)
3) Slow talking (I can't see, I can't be.., purity)
4) Fast talking (spit it out, no life)
5) Melodic (prosthetics, scissors)
6) Raspy scream (tattered and torn)
7) Normal scream. Like in only one, diluted, etc. hich he grew up on.
INSTRUMENT: Shure SM58 mics.


gahah, tats all, hope u like it, hahah ESpecialy nurul!!!! hahah luv ya,


must have our picture one....



---10:25 PM---



Wednesday, March 08, 2006


oi!!! bck again!!! todae was fun!! in school, lucky i was not beaten up by my gang, wen going home, (school release at 1140,) me n gang walk towards the bustop, wen suddenly all crowd around me, shit scary, they were tinking of beatin me up, i QUICKLY ran to the busstop!! phew, i escaped!!! hahah, after tat incident happen, went home, got chge!!! went out to celebrate my bdae wit nurul, went to watch 'pink panther', haha damn fuuniii, especialli the part wen the inspector wanted to learn english, f*** sia, then inside the theatre, woohoo!!!! cooll!!!!!.. after movie, went lot 1, took neoprint, eat at mcDs, went home, reach under her block, nobody home, we decided to slack at the garden in front of her house, took pics (agaiN). hah, then we tok like as if we r sooooo *steam* hahahah, cooll, later ill upload the pics to let u see, hahah, i tink tats all ah, *tired*




















see ya.................... Nurul u tinkin wat im tinkin.......................hee



---10:06 PM---



Monday, March 06, 2006


hey2, shithead is bck ppl!!!! todae was fun!, had p.e, got to play five vs five match, we won, andy aka looi jun scored bth goals, woohoo!!!, n, nw, my gang starts to kol me 'mat pasar'(market boy) shit sia, its jus bcos i go market, tats all, shit....., after skool, met gang for while, den, went home wit nurul, got chnge n go out wit nurul, jp, catch a movie, 'big momma house2', geeeesss, bloggers, u alls hud check tat shit out man, its crazy, especially the part wen big momma was wearing bikini!!! omfg!!!! its so disgusting.... yuck, lookin at my nurul even better sia,(eeeeeeeeeee).... sob, *stil tinkin bout tat momma*.. *ARGH*!!!, in the movie, i di sumting cool inside, she likes it, hahah, *u noe wat i mean nurul*... after the movie, went home straight. boring!!!, took pics,(later i upload). ate old chang kee, den go home, its was fun though, hee2, i finali did it!!!!!!!! hahahah sori guys, i cant tell ya, onli my nurul n me noes bout it, hee2, tats all ah, nah, sum pics we took,

wan more?? see nurul's blog lor stoooppiiddd




---9:45 PM---



Saturday, March 04, 2006


hey im bck, todae was GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! went jamming and met nurul, haha, jamming was not cool todae, our female vocalist not present, keyboardist not present too, ha, but manage to play the songs la, after tat, went to heeren meet up my nurul, went to esplanade wit her n rasul, hes meeeting up wit hairil, ha, the gig ther suck to the core man todae, the vocalsit like SHIT!!! cannot sing!, might as weell let me sing sia, hahah, after, me n nurul went to the same place wher i ask her tat 'grand' quest, hahah cool, met her frens, Shit, soke, pissed me off veri fast man, asswipe!,n, nurul owaes do some satisfying stuff to me, nice,........... ESPECIALi in he bus, haha was sSoooooooooooo cooolll, hahah u noe wat i mean nurul. im gona do it agian tmrw!!! haha, watch ut babe, luv ya........... tats all ppl....... keep on reading my blog....
these are some pics we took jus nw,
tats all sons!!!!! haha see ya, wanna see more, go read my nurul's blog hahah more pics




rot................................. miss u*



---11:49 PM---



Friday, March 03, 2006


hey ppl! ray bck again, todae was ok................. got n lvl cpa. walao, finished early, n slip!!! haha, after skool, waited for nurul at block 289c, while walkin towards the bustop, i was holdin on to her mmc( memory card), she was like pleadin me for it, wen i nvr gave it to her, she started pinchin my chest!!! walao, pain u noe, it feels like u've sting by a bee. haha, den in the bus, she looks angry, i jus got one simple way to make her smile, i will start showin her my dimple n my horny lookin eyebrow! haha. that time, i still wanted to make my revenge bcos of her pinchin!!! argh!!! tmrw ah, after jamming meetin her, haha gona pinch hers!!!! hahah. went home magical popless.... hm2... den go home lor, nvr slack, AGAIN! hm... after sending her home, i was like so pissed off, but i dono wat caused me to pissed off, siao ah.hahah tats all, bye




always updating.................















miss u nurul...........................



---9:25 PM---



Thursday, March 02, 2006


hey hey hII,, ray's bck, AGAIN!. haha, todae was ok, todae got p.e, did "basketball"( nw i agree wit my frens, it SUCK!!!) shit.,, did my maths c. test2, some easy, some NOT easy, scared sia, after skool, had lunch wit my crazy n "standard frens", they are, rasul the crazy, shafiq the desperate, farid the dark, fruqaan the joker, n,! me, the shithead. haha, we had lunch like mad ppl man, especially the joker, he jus llike to laugh at ppl, (cb). after havin our stomach full of undisgested 'shits', we jsu act like drunk and full SOB!, hah, after tat, we all went to the foyer, waited for my nurul, went home wit her, went westmall, had black forest ice blended from coffee bean, after drinkin it, i feel so 'high'! hah, we had so much fun, until the time tat fifi send a text msg *i tink, tat makes her mood reali gone sia, walao, we nvr even slack u noe, N!, i still remeber bout all exs ive got, fuck sia, after sendin her home, i felt so angry, i smash my Specs! the handle broke! angry sia..... after reaching home, my mum ask y, she noes evryting bout ,y feelins, by lookin at my face expression, so i told her lor, she said its ok, tell my exs to stay away from me n nurul, den i agreed! hah, i tink tats all ah, i wanna fix my specs, see ya!! *sic
always together..............



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Wednesday, March 01, 2006


halo ppl!!!! todae was terrible!!! but my nurul make me happi. haha todae early in hte morning, wan make trouble oreadi, shit.... disturb my nurul, cool je, !@#$er hah, did my photo taking, it suck ppl, it suck, i gave my plca for furkan (wasabeh) if not he would be sitting down, not standing, but whu cares, gaga, we took like, CRAZY photo shoots, wasabeh went to do a "body surf" endin up landin on me, shafiq, rasul, farid n haziq, shithead ah he, haha well, we enjoyed it. in class, i felt so tired, i dono y, slept in MT lesson, haha, did my 'N' level cpa, fuck! easy..l haha, finished early, hah slept for a while, syiook, todae after skul was SUCK!!!!! nvr went home wit *her haha, but nvr mind, let her be wit her KB tribe members ha, but shaifful, shafiq n irwan came to my house, get guitar tabs, n playin guitar lor, we on the comp from 3+ till 8+... walao, long sia, but whu cares>? hahah, n nurul told me tat atiqah,(ex) wants me back, fuck ah, no way!!! i onli want to stick to one gerl onli, tat is Nurul!!! onli one!!!, no one can like, seperate us, nvr!,

ray_nurul permanently TOGETHER



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