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name:ray aka:cabbage.sleepyhead.screamo.emo.agressive. starts.bleeding:08.march.1990 status:crazily.in.love.with.his.dear2.
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Mandyy_my.love

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Min2
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Nima_emo-ish babe
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my.past.pen.knife.wounds
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006


heyhey... haha long time nvr blog siol... haha. well tis days.. hari raya.. noting much happens.. celebrate,..went collection wit crazy gang, LASTLY!!! went out wit my mandy(haha, tats the BEST part). hee. evry outing we went, was FREAKING syiok. haha. catch movie, slacking, window shop with her and.. haha more huggies. love her la,. aiyoo.. haas. hmm.. todae... went out wit my crazy cuzz to shop.. haha. went to town area.. do siao stuff. haha. bt still kept missing dear2 lor. hee. got myself a new headphone. haha. den took cab home.. my friends coming up later. haha aiya... hmm... tts all happened todae, boring sia... dear2 muggin for her Os... gonna be like.. missing her.. hee. den, sahu told me tt my band (bleeding cadence) MAYBE goin for freakin reording during mid of Dec. haha. wooh!. after Os is like a gateway for me sia.. haha. dear2 free from studies... wooh.. SHE'S ALL MINE! hee. den go jamming again. yea... haha. hmm... well im already out of words man.. haha.

okokok.. wana noe who is tis hot lady?, her name is mandy(my dear2)
she's mine..im hers, i love her... she loves me... i need her, she needs me..


*i love u dear2......*



---9:53 PM---



Monday, October 23, 2006


ok.. im bored here now.. decide to post some cool/sick/lovely pics of mine. haha.
firstly, tis pic is during my grad ceremony, me gaying arnd wit ahchang.den gay conan bhind.

emo freaks. (L-R), sahu, yan n ray(me!)

ok, the emo "toilet" freaks. haha. all acting gay. haha

lastly.. hehe my mandy lor! haha. LOVE HER! ooops!



---12:05 AM---



Sunday, October 22, 2006


hey again!. hmm.. these few days.. kinda syiok lor.. friday.. my graduation ceremony.. damn.. was kinda sad wen ur leavin the freakin school. mdm pee n mr koh gave a speech to us. was kinda sad.. went up, act like im in a rock concert! showed rock sign to all graduatin classes, shook hands wit mdm pee n mr koh for the last time, mr koh whispered to my ears, damn almost burst into tears sia.. den waited till all the express classes wen up for their turn, haha mandy was cute on stage, see all her gang like chien, belle all cry sia. haah.. cooL! after the thing ends, took crazy pics wit gangs n ah chang! haha. den saturday. haha. went out wit my two emo freaks. yan(emocore) n sahu(emo?, dono la). slacked at town area, sat at the seats at wisma atria, chill awhile, den suddenly thers sum koreans came and interviewd us. haha. cooll. haha make frens wit them awhile, chitchat. one of them wana bring me to korea wit them, wahgahah!!. den after interviewing us, took pic wit them korean style( peace sign) haha. den walked to cathay. wen to check out new movies. den off to far east plaza.. had long john break fast again.. haha. den slack inside.. mandy called up, meet her up at wisma, took bus to esplanade.. hah had coffee ice cream.. nice... gig was suck... stoopid.. den we walk to the far end of esplanade, went to chill ther, den arnd 10+ off home, saw fathiyah otw to the bustop, damn was so freakin shagg sia in the bus.. haha. slept n kept wakin up, cos the stoopid bus kept jerkin sia.. ass.. in the end, mandy kept laughin n smilin at me.. haha. send her off at her bustop. cant really send her ot her lift lobby cos i nid to catch the 187 last bus. reach home, washed up, msg2 mandy, watch Predator 2.. called her up. den off to LALALAND. haha. haha. ok la... bye ah.. todae nothing much. haha bye i miss mandy!! alalalalal.



---4:07 PM---



Thursday, October 19, 2006


hey bloggers... well, i don noe wat to blog bout todae, im gona blog bout wat happen ysterdae den, hm,.. ystrdae, i was like kinda dead at home, cos.. its damn freaking boring at home.. called up my cuzzy, wen to his crib, played games, den off to meet my emo gang, slack wit them, did sum EMO stuff..,arnd 6+, my mandy msg me, wana mit up, i quickly rushed home, bathe, chnged n off to woodlands to mit her up, took 963, waited for her.. den wen to break my fast wit mandy at McDs, haha, had mcspicy.. mandy cant tahan the temptation.. haha. den ate ice cream cone, disturb her again.. she cant tahan.. haha... my emo gang saw me n mandy hold hands at causeway point area.. damn,.. haha, lucky not my mum,.. den walked to the garden area noutside causeway, slack ther, rest my head on her lap, haha she palyed wit my freakin hair.. slack till 10+, took 187 home, send her to her lift lobby, see her off, took 187 bck.. hm tmrw is my graduation ceremony.. damn... last day in school? damn.. so fast man... ok la... short entry todae.. haha byE!!!



---8:37 PM---



Sunday, October 15, 2006


hah. orite, todae was kinda great, bt without mandy.. hehe. ok, wen out wit my emo ppl, sufyan n sahu. ahha. fun.. met up wit sufyan at BP lrt, den met up wit sahu at clementi.. wen to peninsula to get our jeans n black Ts, i bought one "silverstein" tshirt.. nice... hehe. guess wat, the design colour is PIINKK!! wth... bt nice sia.. den we slack at esplanade n at the "glorious dead" area, took some sic pics. upload it later. hm.. den wen window shoppin wit them, surveyed some clothes, damn, im attracted to the BLACK sweater at TOPMAN,... 49 bucks? damn.. im gona get it.. hee. we laughed all the way sia... dam sufyan.. laugh at ppl... talk cock stuff wit sahu n sufyan.. haha, emo ppl are jus crazy. hee. den arnd 5+, move to City Hall mrt, waited for mrt, took pics AGAIN... den mum called, ask me to go bugis.. aiya.. wahaha. den see them off at the MRT, off to bugis. took 960 home,... cramped sia insdie.. bloodyhell.. msg my mandy(MINE AH RAINEE(CHIEN)!!!) den walk home to hav my BREAK FAST> haha. LONTONG BABY!!! WOOO!.. den after tat, online, played soccer wit my small cuzzy in my room... hah i accidentally RAMPed the ball so hard, it HIT HIS FREAKIN SMALL HEAD.. he fell down, n.. LAUGH!! FREAKIN RETARD. haha. ok la.. i'll stop here.. pics...

haha!!! THE TEMPORARY BAND! (emokid, yan, screamo, ray, emorock sahu)

we manage to jump off the toop, sahu afraid of heights

ok, we'r HOT


hehe. thinkin of mandy!! lalalalala....




I MISS U MANDY!! HELP>..



---11:31 PM---





hey... bck... well todae, WAS GREAT!. firstly, i met up wit my lil cuzzy, accompany him go shoppin, wen to bugis, penin den bugis again. HOT SIA TODAE! lucky i bring extra shirt, hee. surveyed the bugis street total of 11 times, den he chose the ryte bag.. ass man he. den go to penin, got his two black Ts, hah. den look for jeans.. NO results.. den off to bugis again... tis time got his watch... after tat, slack near the sittn g area near long john ther, den both of us so hhot, we go to bugis junction see CRAZY ppl play wit the fountan,den we saw a grup of tourist playin wit the water, they were all DRENCHED SIA.. haha. suckers!. den after tat i sen dhim home at cityhall mrt, slack alone outside long john silver area at penin, had my breakfast wit my emo peeps, meet them awhile den met up wit my MANDY! hee. wen to esplanade, 1st thing, I SAW MY SIS.. DIE.. she saw me hold hand wit mandy... haha *sis don PAOTO KIAK AH. den slack at the very end of the alley, the wind ther was frickn syiok, cuddle up wit mandy, talk bout "things", slack ther till 10+, took bus home, woohoo. the bus ride was as usual, SYIOK!. heeh. den send her home,hah guess wat she msg me, she was locked out. hehe. pity her, reach home, talk to my mum, kinda miss her, heee. who doesnt miss their mums!. online chat awhile, den KO!!! lalalaland time !! bye!!!



P.S. *SHE'S IRREPLACEABLE.. LOVE HER



---1:40 AM---



Friday, October 13, 2006


hey bleeding blog OK, firstly, I HAV NO FREAKIN FEELINGS TOWARDS TAT FREAK ok..... hm... todae was great... wen soccer-ing wit gang at basketball court outside skool. haha fun fun.. teamed up wit ah chang, beb, khalil n haziq. ahha. did some crazy stunts wit ah chang,, in the end, i hurt my butt,... aiya... den played against bunch of ACS(I) students. damn they'r good.. we lost... damn haziq.. go let go 2 nice goals.. ass man he, saw my mandy at 4th floor.. hehe... so played till 3+, slack awhile, wit my guitar, sang songs, den off home... reach home,.. nothin to do, sang my ass out in my room. haha. msg mandy... aiya.. low batt.. hhehe. had my BREAK fast, slack awile. den online. haha. chat wit chien, haha., fighting over mandy. haha she ah, nvr give up. haha. hm... den these few days i cant slip well sia... kept thinkin.. thinking n thinking.. hm....... cant slip... kept thinking of mandy... hehe. hm.. nw its like 1+... i cant slip.... sumting bothering me,.. help....... well, i miss mandy,,,,,, bye peeps.. arh~~~



---12:55 AM---



Tuesday, October 10, 2006


hey.. im bck.. heehee. ok, todae, jus slack at home, msg her.. den doze off sia.. wen to my aunt house for awhile, doze off AGAIN, met up wit my mandy at b.b inter, slack wit her, better than slackin alone. hee. had fun sia wit her arnd me. met ah chang n chien, kenny, ah liang and gang, slack wit her den suddenly came the freaky duos. wan n ain. haha. damn it, they scare the shit out of us sia.. shout from behind.. ass.. they join us. slack, laugh, did horny stuff. comment ppl tat pass us.. haha. fun sia.. den all wanted to go break fast, send mandy home, took 188, met my cuzz n sis at lot1, den off to uncle's home to break. ha. had mee soto.. n BUBBLE TEA!! orea choc!! wooo.. nice2... den go lot1 wit my mum, bought stuff, msg mandy... cos im dying in the house.. my uncle send us home.. haha sat infront of the car wit my small cuzzy.. he's such a menace.. haha. liike me lor.. haha cant blame mah.. family tradition. hehe. hm... im jus too happy for wat is happenin arnd me.. my band is rockin, my mandy wit me by my side.. woooo.. great man... ok la... sori again.. too short... my mind is out of werds...

ok, let me introduce to the band,
(L-R), jas (singin her heart out,.vocals), wan (he's hittin the drums) ful(melting us wit his guitar solos) ray(bass n screaming my ass out, vocals)



---11:42 PM---



Sunday, October 08, 2006


whoa... its been few days man i last blog. ok la... my N level finish liao. woohoo!. well, school over for me, 3 months at home? like wth... so these past few days been some fun n down times, well, the down part was wen some TROUBLE lor create by "sumone" tat made my mandy down for few days.. damn u!. den the fun part was hangin out wit my crazy classmates n of cos mandy la. haha. den ystrdae, my band wen jamming W/O mandy, (hah she overslept). den waited for sahu n jas at cityhall mrt at1+. they came at 2+. aiya... jamming starts at 2 dudes. haha. jam awhile, den wen home lor... met my mum up,(if not i wan to meet mandy up). damn it. den wen my aunt's crib, talk2... blablabla. PPFFRRTTT~~..damn sian lor. msg my dear2 up. hee. accompany her thru the day, damn haze... make me thirsty n makin me hav sorethroat.. curses... hm.... i think tats all ah. haha. sori short entry... I miss mandy....



---2:20 PM---



Tuesday, October 03, 2006


todae, morning met up wit mandy at the bustop, wen to walked pass the some sort of scary looking toilet beside the DnT room, scary sia.. den slack at our usual spot, 4th level, did crazy stuff as usual, den went down for morning assembly lor, hm,... maths paper was kinda easy ah, but cant do sum of the quest man... den after the paper, we all slack at the canteen, all thinking of eating sia, haha, basket, sahu, me n yan was like... wtf.... the gerls eating sia.... bloodyhell. laugh like crazy emo freaks man. haha. den saw mandy(hehehehe). den arnd 10+, off home, msg mandy i cant see her during recess time due to tiredness, took 963 home wit yan. walao.. an uncle accidentally drop his wallet sia.. we two was like, "wtf?!, uncle drop wallet sia,wana take wana take?" hahah. den one kid pass it bck to him. good boy. wahha. stoopid yan ask me to accompany him go bukit panjang plaza... alter pants.. walao... laugh at ppl ther. den off home. reach home, walao... damn boring sia... slack at home, den took my nap, mandy msg, msg her thru the nap, haha(slippy oso cntinue typing). den nap again, but tis time cant go bck to slip, turn on tv, walao... BORING SIA... online, chat for awhile, blog, bloghopped, den wati till break fast lor.. ok la.. bye!!! wo hen lei ah.



---5:18 PM---



Sunday, October 01, 2006


todae was kinda boring lei.. jus mug at home, so decide to blog bout ysterdae's outing, hehe. ok, suppose to mit rasul n gang for pool todae, all cancel due to tiredness, aiya... den slack at home, arnd 6+, wen off to break fast alone, haha. den mit up wit mandy.. hehe. fun sia.. watch some lame kids dance. almost die sia hearin them sing... pfffftt!. met sahu. chit chat, den me n mandy wen strollin along the pathway at esplanade.. sat on the rocks. den arnd 10+ wen home.. damn... slept in the bus like one tired apek sia. wahaha. slippy sia.. the bus rides were great man,. whaha.. den send mandy home lor... the time was like 11.50pm. damn.... no more bus... in the end, took taxi home... shit.... extra cash sia... damn apeks.. lucky my mum dont scold sia. lucky .. HENG AH... haha. ok la... im tired... TMRW N LEVEL BABY!!!! wish me luck!!!! *sori my entry is short. hehe *



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