name:ray aka:cabbage.sleepyhead.screamo.emo.agressive. starts.bleeding:08.march.1990 status:crazily.in.love.with.his.dear2.

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Mandyy_my.love

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haha bck,... well todae was kinda great ah. hm... morning assembly, ROD, stoopid thingy, prize presentation. damn... waste time.. den heard ppl say tat the Discipline master wana check our hair, in the end., no checking.. waste my time!! wear alot of wet look gel sia.. basket... ass he.. den MT lesson. wooo! fun2! gushe baby!! wahhaa.. den science lesson. fun ah. recess as usual, slack at the foyer, CME lesson,. FUN! haha watch the show flight 93, great show!! bout some stoopid terrorists, hijackin one plane and planing to hit the WTC. sick show man... den maths lesson,. haha NO MATHS!! sweet! jsu check our marks. haha, after skool, straight away go home, at the bus top saw su2 n rizzo, haha accompanied them. den wen bck skool to take stuff from rusydi,den saw faizal haha join them to eat, hang out wit gushe in skool. heh! nicee! den she n her gang wana go home, see her off, den i wen up the hall see rehersal, guess wat, mr adam cancelled our performance in the canteen!! wtf!!! argh!!! den wen home, reach home. all the way my comp, hah online, dne chat wit gushe, blog, n till nw lorr! haha, ok la, bye!!!!



P.S: i miss u gushe, terribly.... hehe!!!! *hugs*




haha bck. well todae, woke up at 6.... cos thers some thing on, at the other side of pending rd, stoopid concert... damn it...den was force to go market wit my mum n aunts.. walao.... eat alot sia!! damn it!! especially fruits man... shheessh!!!... den msg gushe, wish her gud morning, haha "psycho-ed" my uncle jsu to buy me a bass overdrive! wahaha gona get it tis scomin skool holidays!!! whahaha!! overdrive baby!!! reach home.. damn*toooot* full. decide to go gym wahah!!! sahu tag along, haha ran the treadmill, weightlifting, cycling n a pulling thingy(i dono wat its called). haha, around 6+ i wen off, gushe rplied!!! woohoo... its like so dead these days she not rplying me or rplying late ,haha.. walked towards the bustop. waited 4 bus 187, as usual. fucking slow... all the time sia... fucker man... i miss gushe so damn @#!#$%!@ badly sia.... hehehehe, cant wait for thursday n "sumting else". hehe! well, i think tats all, heheh, well tmrw! got malay lesson!!! gushe baby!!! wahahah!!! bye rockers!! (heheh sori my entry todae short ah!)


P.S :cant wait. soon baby!!.... eeeeyyahhoo!!




ray here, hahah, well bloggin something bout yesterdae ah, since nw i got nothing to do, haha well ysterdae, goin to skool, i brought my bass to skool, evryone(YISS students) in the bus was like... shheessh! nvr see ppl bring guitar/bass b4 ah? ass!! hm... todae was kinda okok ah, hm.. cos lesson were short... damn... boring.. these few days was HOT!! damn it!, nw must towel/tissue to skool, bloody hell.. haha, den after skool, slack till 2, in the skool canteen wit sadip, he took my specs cos he wants me to slack wit him outside skool, wth.. kept thinking bout gushe.. heh!, den fad called me up, says tat we goin to "pasar malam" aka night market, i was like, ok lor... den we all called ppl up, gushe, didnt picked up, haha must b slipping, hahah, den cancel it. haha, den went to lalalaland, haha. gushe msg me, damn i was slipping,. rplied her 1 hr late. heheheh. tats for ysterdae, todae, im goin out, wit rusdyi n sahu, goin to buy tshirts, haha teachers day is coming, me n my band, performing at the skool canteen? damn!!!! hahaha. I miss gushe!!!! help!!!!




ray bck... again n forever here.. hahah, ok, nw im bored... so decide to blog. heeh. ok well, todae, hm... was kinda low for me cos gushe not present.. haiss. todae periods was kinda lame ah... all two periods. aiya... hm. english was ok, haha record me n class mates disturb the one who wants to study. wahaha. kept lookin at gushe's baby photo. hehe, cute! den Cpa lesson, was great! ahaha finish the task given by mr fong, after tat,... FREE ACCESS!! wahaha!!! recess time. hm was HOT TODAE!!! argh!! had breakfast, den slack at the foyer till the bell rings. haha, den maths lesson, great!! haha mr koh called all the better ones who can do maths (including me! wahaha!!) to do own werk anyWHER inside the skool! isnt tat cool?! haha so we did the werk at the canteen, haha, while doin, rusydi (kempro), wen to buy drinks, haha, (actuali we r not allowed to buy anyting during interval periods) haha we heck care, buy alot of snacks, ahah. nice... den science lesson... walao... lame sia.... mr wong wit his so called Macho voice kept me irrtated the whole day.. ass!!!, haha so did sum jackass stuff wit conan. haha poke each other wit compass. haha the pin thingy., haha nice!!( we r sick bastards). so after skool, hm... usually after skool i kept lookin for gushe.. she walked pass me.. but todae.. didnt.. aiya... miss her sia... hm....so had lunch wit sadip, sahu n emo freak. haha. den around 3+ buzz off... waited for bus 963, walao.... fuckin slow... took us arnd 1 hr till we get aboard.. ass 963.. reach home., granny was awake. haha, she cooked me lasagna. heheh!!! mine special. mine has french fries on top of it! whaha. sweeTT!!. ahah msg gushe, online awhile. chat wit sahu, discussin bout wat new songs we gona paly, haha MALAY SONGS LEH!!! WLAO!! im gona sing tat? yes i wilL!! whaha. well, ok la. im kinda tired n missing gushe all the time.. haha bye den!!!


P.S, : i'll wait for *u,, no matter wat...




haha, ok im bck, well, todae, was kinda greatt! haha, wen to skool wit gushe n fad(extra ah she) heheh, reach skool, walao, singin national anthem at the roadside, haha, had fun journey to skool wit gushe, hehe!, todaes subject was kinda ok ah, haha results out!!!! woohoo.. english, PASS, science, PASS, CPA, PASS. n.... MT, FAIL!!!! my malay i fail! wat the fuck!!! n guess wat, i pass my MATHS! hahaha, woohoo!! den after skool, had spaghetti for lunch, crazzee man.... so around 2+ i head home, todae;s weather was like fuckin hot,.. sweat sweat.. walao... met guseh at the bustop,.heheh, den took bus, PACK SIA!!! damn it,... msg gushe all the way home. hm.. at home. nothin to do, do push up. whahaha,!! hand cramp!!! stoopid.,. haha, den wen online, chat wit gushe, survey blogskins, nw im also known as CABBAGE! bcos of my thick n cabage like hair. whahaa..... ok lor... im kinda tired. bye!!!! i miss u gushe!!!!




ray;s bck. hahah well ok, haha these few days was fun, haha friday, hm.. jus after my last paper, maths. aha wen went slackin at gushe' aprtment ther, at the RC, haha gushe wasnt ther, cos she msu accompany her beloved sista to the clinic, haha, den ysterade, fun, my mum actuali ask me "why u nvr go out todae?" haha, so i jsu spend the day at home, slipin, chatt, msg gushe, edit pics, haha, discuss wit sahu bout the band, haha so we decide tat i sing for the band nw, haha, cool huh>? wahaha, den decide to name our band the "burning Cadence" haha logo created. hahha. ok den todae, hm... was as usual, ahah stay in my room, my cuzz came, haha watch DVD, little man, just my luck, haha she treat us to bubble teas, pizzas, crackers, haha tnx dude, haha, den online, caht wit gushe, hhehe, ok la, tats all. bye! hm

P.S, are you ready? i'll wait for u....




bck. gosh todae was fun, hm.. but gushe not ther to join us. hehe, well, todae did my CPA (theory), english n MT listening, damn. CPA was easy, english easy, but..... MT was FREAKIN HARD!!! cnnot do sia. hehe, end up jus starin at gushe thru out the exam. hahah, den after tat my stoopid class mate, nabey "la" fought wit furk n emo kid, walao. she ah, talk behind ppl's bck can, we cant, wtf, so shout2 jus outside the school, at the school gate, dumbass man. lucky nabey "la" didnt do anytin to gushe, hehehehe. so well, after tat stoopid moment pass, me, sadip, ijai, furk n emo kid wen bck skool, hm gushe wen home wit her two bau tayar mates heheh. so slack at the canteen, mdm ray was ther too, she told me n sahu tat she's very soryy tat she didnt choose our band to perform on teachers day, hm nvm, she told us even greatter news, she says tat all rejected band hav the CHANCE to perform, at the canteen stage!! haha nice!! so i had an idea, wat say us, we call our band the "rejecteds" its kinda cool, haha ok, well after tat, we palyed wit peanuts. throw at each other, haha dden had fun playin , so wen home. hm... met my sis on the bus wit her emo rocker danny, haha, hha ok reeache home msg gushe, den slip! haha den she msg me, woke me up, watch spore diol results, FUCK LA!!!! JOAKIM SAVE?!?!?!?! shit man!!!!!! i wish i can jsu rape him!! hahaha, kill imean. ok bye!




hi!, ray's bck. well, yesterdae was my sicence papers. damn,... messed up dude. cant do it, walao. so wen bck early, took my bass dfor teachers day auditions, damn mess up. walao.... shheesssh. so todae, no skool. wen to play soccer at the basketball court outside skool. haha greatt!!! my team, me, sahu, ipin n haziq was the best!! woohoo! we palyed one two touch football, haha, scored twice, set a great pass to sahu wen he quickly took chance to make a volley. woohoo! great! played till 5+. dam tired, haha tired of palyin, but not tired msging gushe.heheh so wen home, granny didnt cook, so, online, watch spore idol, damn it man!!! joakim suck!!!! he cant sing!! shit man he, hady is the best! woohoo!. ok nw currently chattin wit gushe dear, hehe having ryte nw, oh ya, btw, nica, nima's twins sister, hey its ok la, u'll get over it soon, cheer up EMO kid! hahaok stoppin here!!! post more nex time! bye! gushe baby!!! lalalalal




hey, bck, haha, todae, maths paper was kinda easy for me, but im not sure i can score the marks i expected, haha, but i can do it, hehe, see gushe thru out the examination, shheessh, can see her struggling sia. she cant do, yikes, den after the paper, haha went home, at 9+, but me n sadip's gang went to slack near gushe;s apartment, cool!, rizzo was the craziest, hehe. den we went off at 11+. msg gushe the way home, reached home, my grands were quarelling, walao. haha, enjoy a moment, den on comp, transfer some data into thumbdrive, den fad texted me, ask me to go gushe's crib, i say, WHY NOT!!!! i would love to! haha quickly wash up, kissed my granny gud bye, den wen off to gushe's crib, haha fad was ther 1st, den both of them were laughin inside the room, me, reading newspaper at the living room like an old guy, haha, den wen to her room, lie down besdie gushe on her bed, (hey!, we r not doin tat "stuff," orite!), haha, enjoy tat fad crap jokes!, n kept me irritated by palyin the reggae song, rompe! wat the hell?!, reggae?? damn!!! argh!!! i nvr even hear them man, argH!!!, den lie on her lap, had fun ah, really, hehe, den fad wen home 1st, left me n gushe ALONE! cooL!!! wahahah, edited one of her pics, nice ah, den i told her i nid to go, she see me off to the corridoor, heheh, tat was the missing each other part began! damN!! haha, wen to rusdan house, scan gushe's neoprint, hehe palyed his guitar awile, den help his mum carry stuff(damn it), den went home, reach home around 7+, msg gushe, i think she half way thru our convo, she sleep, haha. ok lor. tats all! bye!! had great time wit gushe todae! lalalala, bye!




wooohooo!, bloggin bout yesterdae, haha, well went out wit gushe, sadip, nurul, fad n mamak for life, haha, great time wit them, they waited for me at cathay cineleisure, haha they took neoprints, the results was cool! nice posing gushe! hehe UR HOT!. hehe! den we took off to esplanade, took 106, pack sia the bus, me, sadip n mamak was the noisiest bunch, we made fun of mamak's hp, he's hp was the nokia 3310, its outdated dude, haha, den we alight before the entrance of suntec city, walked to esplanade. haha, me leading the way, all of them was left out behind, haha, from far distance all of them look like small ppl, haha, especially gushe, CUTE !! haha, reached esplanade, PACK SIA!! cant even move man, but we all heck care n jus move thru all those bloody stoopid ppl ther, so went thru the so-call-moshpit, haha hug gushe all the way, afraid perverts ther might jus touch her, hehe, thru the journey passing the huge crowd, me, gushe encounter a VERY UNPLEASANT SCENT!!! guess wat, its FART!!! haha so we manage to get out out the smelly crowd ALIVE, we all thinkin of slackin at the very far end of kallang river, but its damn pack, we all decide to head to bukit batok and do wat we all are meant to do, SLACK! haha, the bus trip to bukit batok was great!!! hahah gushe by my side, hugging, leanning, laughing, crap jokes, stare at each other, haha, fad quarreled wit apis, pity her sia, he jus left fad inside the bus alone... damn it man, hw cud he man, argh heck care it, jus care bout gushe, haha, so reach bukit.b, fad took off home 1st, left me, gushe, sadip, nurul n mamak, heheh hold gushe's hand thru out the journey to the usual place we slack, hehe, sadip n mamak went to smoke, nurul wit her hp 24/7, left me n gushe,heheh nice, great time! hehe!, sadip kept smiling at me cos im so damn close to gushe tat time,hehe, den he starts complaining tat he;s hungry, so me n mamak wento mcDs, i treated gushe n sadip to cheesburgers, haha, den continue leaning on gushe, hehe, den around 11+, all wanted to go home, hm... i cant send gushe home, cos im afraid tat i cant catch the last 187 bus, so, jsu apologise to her tat i cant send her home, den quickly ran towards the bustop, lucky man, the last bus was ther, haha, gave chase, lucky the uncle saw me, phew!. msg gushe all the way home, hehe fun!, den opened the door, my mum was at the living room, lucky she nvr say anything, haha, she's in her good mood iguess, took off my worn out adidas sneakers, lye down at my doorstep, haha, kept msgin gushe, haha, den my mum scold me for not takin off my socks! hahah, den took my shower msg gushe gud nyte, den i went to my lalal land too! haha ok bye! lazy to blog about todae. hahah bye!!! oh ya! btw, me n gushe wore the same!!! hahah like couples sia!!! all black except shoes, white haha bye!




*slitting my wrist*. well, jus did my MT n CPA Prelim examinations. yikes! malay was difficult for me man! damn! almost gave up, .den went for short break, had sum breakfast, den went up bck, did ,my CPA paper, damn fucking easy, wahha, sweet!, den finish around 10+, den went off earlier cos 4td took the 1st shift, haha 4te took the 2nd shift, slacked wit gang, in the foyer, canteen, den outside skool near the open space hall near anuar's house, den all wen off, in the end, we all planned to play soccer, woohooo!, played till 6+, great time! team won N, lose, damn it, me n sahu cant stop laughing at one particular boy, his facial expression was like fuck! whaha, stoopid shit, heh!, den reach home, wash up, comp, chat awhile, watch tv, tats all, kept thinking bout gushe, haiya.... in the hall, eatign at the canteen, doing my exmas, must think of her, hm...... ok la, stopping here, i created sum sort of logo, its represents a little bit of metal, emo, rock. BELOW. (fuck la, tis thing sucks, sumting of uploadin the pic, tmrw lor), bye




BANG! mood: pissed, left-out, don ask me why, u shud noe, damn, the PISSED part = well im pissed bcos of my gang meetin 2dae, we all planned to watch the NDP 2006 firewerks, in end by, not watchin it, but, we all looking for the rest of the gang, damn it, waste my fucking time man, me n sadip wen to search for the rest man, damn, no luck, we slack at the far end of kalang river, shared each others problem, hm... sadip's mp3 song almost make me cry man, especially "kau pergi jua" den meet them up, "finally". shit!,gettin all emo-ed up, gangs apologising, wat fuck, slack wit them awhile, den, LEFT THEM. who cares, shit-tards. the left-out part = hm,... well i feel tat im being left out, neglected, unwanted. tats all, not gona share more, so pissed. damn! arh!!!, why must it turn out to be like tis??? i sacrifice alot for u. im sodissapointed in u. gosh, might as well, i go die man, damn, ook ah stop here, shit-tards. (sorry if my entry is short todae) BANG GOES THE GUN, N BANG GOES MY HEART




hey,... got nothing to do ryte nw, jus blog lor. hm. these past few days. hm. been quite "emo"(yikes) hm.... jus hav sumkind of feeling ah.. damn. shit man, hm,.. i see ppl around me turning emo, hm,,, sufyan, my sis, yikes, nw me? hm... dono ah, hm my peeps told me tat, i realy can be emo, cos, i like to hurt my self(yeap2, true), like to be quiet, sumtimes reali jus sit one corner, alone. hm, maybe i shud be, haha, well, im kinda bored, cos i've been slackin, till 11+, reach home exactly around 12+. den my mum kept shoutin at me, nw, i got curfews, shit!, nw till 9 only!! damn, its like unfair, hm... there;s sumtin tat makin me moodless, being piss, is it bcos of me n gushe? being control? many guys wans gushe? argH!!!!!?!?!?!?!?hm... i jus dono! god damn it!, i think i wana jus die, let al tis shit matter rest, damn, serious man, i tink i better do dat, hurt myself, den i feel so relieve. argh!, man, i cant take it nomore, bye man.




hey hey!, im bck again, hm,... prelims jus began, english paper was kinda easy, hehe, hm... paper 1, was kinda easy... haha kept looking a gushe's direction in the hall. wahahha, took break, den went up again to take the 2nd paper, wahaha, report writtin was kinda hard, hm... slept awhile, wkoe up, haha went to look aroudn the hall, stare at nurul, wave, show her the "rock" hand signal. wahaha,. finish the paper around 11+. slack awhile in the canteen, den wen straight away went home. hahah, msg gushe all the way home! haha, reach home, took a nap, till 6+, hm... woke up, watch the dvd "tom yong gun"walao, muay thai babe!! whaha, cool fights man!, heeH!, den had early dinner, on the comp, go youtubing awhile, bloghopped, chat wit nimo, hahah, voice convo again.. crazee ah she, dumb!!! wahahh!, she wants to ball me up, haha come la! i sure win wan... haha come on sista!!! NW, IM ADDICTED TO THE OST FRIENDS TNX NIMA!!




well. im bck. wahah!. hm.. skool was kinda slow todae, hah!. recess was total rampage! especially wit sadip n sahu, walao! dip ah, can reali be a joker man! den sahu, can be my laughin starter. haha! haha. after skool, me n sadip planned to self study near gushe R.C ther, in the end, he's the one tat cant go out! aiya! hm meet gushe up at 4+. woohoo!, den she n fadil got prob wit nabila, walao! she wit her gang, yikes. gushe>? me, faizal, surayah, rizzo, nurul n apis! walao, they alot sia! settled it oreadi! woohoo best2!. den after the stoopid case is settled, all started to REALLI study, haha, rizzo kept buggin me wit english stuff, she say la, im the teacher for todae, haha gave her stuff to do, like real teacher do sia! nice! ahah i was busy starin gushe, she KPO ah! aiya!, haha!. den all like zombie oreadi, all tired, especially gushe, heheh, tired liao, hehe, read the book title "romeo" wit gushe, walao, stoopid book! horny book! shit! haha, den around 8+, all wanted to go home.. haiss... hm... see her off at the R.C,.. hm,... damn, miss my chance! hm!, well, stoppin here! hehe bye! miss ya gushe!




hey i m bck, jus from slackin wit gushe, sadip n faizal. hhm... im kinda like a zombie typin nw.. hm... my eyelids are too heavy, hm.. skool was as per normal. haha, haha slack awhile in skool, den wen stragiht home, haha, meetin up gushe later. hehe, hm... rst at home.,.. 5 oclock went out. hhaha, had a great time ther. hehe. hm... den sadip n faizal went to buy bubble tea. hehe left me n gushe alone! woohoo!!! sweeT! hehe, hm... had fun chit chat, slack till 9+, gushe is like half awake, hahah, den sent her home, wink her gud bye, reach home around 1045, yikes, lucky my mum not in, if not, DIE AH! haha, hm guess wat, nw im in the comp lab, haha. teacher not teachin, haha take chance of bloggin lor! hehe! ok ah, gona stop here! bye! n, im irritated wit tat bitch nabila! fuck her man!!! bitch! don try to destroy us u big tooth bitch! fuck ah! p.s. i wana hug u, but paiseh ah! hehe. LOVE!




hey hey hey, hi! ok, first ly, i startin to get realli irrtated by some fucking no life taggers. sumtimes i can tolerate their nonsense, but wen they wnet overboard its like wtf? aiya!, heck!, hm.. todae was great! wahah, went skool wit gushe n fadila. aiya! fadila KPO ah! wahah, no syiok ah! haha, well on the way skool, laugh alot ah both of them, hm... reach skool kinda late ah, heh!, den startin off wit PE lesson, walao, BORING, left few minutes of play, tnx to tat shit, the mornin assembly.so fcuking slow ah. hm... den went up for class, see uncles fixing our new lockers, walao, our lockers looks more like a place wher dead ppl's ashes were kept, wahahah!. busted!, dne recess, was as usual, hm... but joke around wit furk, wahah, even Q-ing for our foods, wtf, den our CME lesson was in the HEY room, whaha, slept inside wit ras(not having sex hor!) wahah, maths lesson was short todae, hm.,.. den assembly. LAME, choral speakin finals took place, 2e2(i guess) took home the gold, haha congrats sons! hehe. den after skool, straight away wne home wit sadip, bought longans otw, haha, sweet!, den msg gushe, todae she not slackin, haiya! tmrw she said! woohoo!, haha, den i jus slack wit sadip n naz! wahah, chaos, hahah, den wen slcakin, suddenly stomache, need toilet urgent, den sadip ask me to wait for him finsih sendin music VIa Bluetooth, so !@#$%^& long, shit man he! argh! in the end, reach home around 845. walao. he ah!, den tmrw, goin skool wit gushe or sadip? hm.. let see ah tmrw. hheheh! ok ah! bye!!! i love gushe!!!!