name:ray aka:cabbage.sleepyhead.screamo.emo.agressive. starts.bleeding:08.march.1990 status:crazily.in.love.with.his.dear2.

likes:bass.guitars.singing.headbanging.getting.high.etc.. hates:my.manager.at.cafe.cartel.




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my.only.dear2.
Mandyy_my.love

the SImpLicaTed
chien2_rainee_vocalist
Shaifful_EMO?_guitarist
zero_drummer

the.people.
Amanda_sunnie
Dayana_gushe
Faliq_stttaaandard
Hafiz K_eddy
Hidayat_hid/yayat
Nurul.iman_happyCORE
jaNe_choir chick
Khalil_deadman.pte.ltd
Min2
Nadiah_horny
Nima_emo-ish babe
Nuraini_ann
Safiah_Pp Shafeeqah_eeqah
Syakirah_rokes
Rose

hey! todae went shopping wit my mum, aunt n sis, walao!!!!! tiring sia!!!!! went to sungei road, bugis, tekka n seiyu. walao, its so hot todae! yet i wore black! wakaka, crazy!, had alot of water sia, not much food! walao, den buy watch, two watch, one totally black, n one more MISFITS watch!! haha.. later show u, had nasi ayam for lunch, had plenty of water(coke), dono why. look for denim jackets, no results, haiss, den went to seiyu,look for my mum's shoes, hw suffering it is to look for a womens shoe!! cant tahan, den went bugis street to look for my watch, wakaka, wen my mum told me to wander off somewher 1st while all of the ladies went shopping, i went inside the SEX SHOP! haha, nice..... but i got shouted at n was asked to leave the shop, wth, only ppl above 21 can enter, stoopid law, haha, den go home lor, my mind is nw still on nurul, i dono why, i jus missed her alot...... her smile..... the way she communicates wit me..... haiss.... nw, its only a memory.... but i don wan tis,..... fuh.... shit sia... my life suck without her.... geeees, help,



tis pic, makes me feel tat u r mine, forever,...... hehe fuh!
ps: hey, i missed u so much.... i need to hug u.... we shall meet again,..... i promise.





hey,,, woke up early jus to blog bout yesterdae, yesterdae was great. hehe, im suppose to stay hmoe rest cos i hav an infected throat. but i disobey my mum's rule. i tag along wit sahu to sahid's pit at east coast park. haha, chaos ah ther, salam, wan, naz n faizal was ther 1st, den we came, had late lunch at mcDs cos food wasnt ther!!! siao eh, went to survey aini's pit. all her soccer frens were ther, all like boyish type, wth. haha, went bck to sahid's pit, the food is ther!!!! YAHOO. den came furk the joker, rizyanti(rizzo) n dayana(the shortness), hahaks, went he time they reached thepit, straight away i asked them to fill up the water, start up the fire, took out all the food n start 'bbq'ing. haha, like king sia. had fun wit dayana n rizzo, heheh, den went riding wit sahu, went pass aini's pit, saw nurul,... haha, long time nvr see her sia... she smiled, walao, her smile can kill sia.. hahak, den took pic wit dayana, rizzo, furk, all ah over at sahid's pit,. later ill upload. hm... tats all? ya la, tired,... i think goin out todae, bye!




hey....im (sic). todae, bloggin bout yesterdae, it was great ah, had yusoffian idol, great, candice nice voice sia.... hehe, maintanence day, was fun... haha, all i do is, look for the not so dirty desk, switch it wit my original desk (wich is dirtier). haha, cleaned it, paly wit the spray thingy, spryed rusdan's pants. ah... go-kart racing by sec 3s, funny sia, a custom made karts, race. got two karts, broke into pieces jus wen the horn is blown.. haha, later i show the pics,.. recess was so dead... feeling uneasy, my eyedrops was hot, start to cough like shit, walao!!! den after skool, waited for my mum, took report book, wen she came, the first thing she asked me is, "whers nurul?" wth.... i told her tat, me n her over, den she rplied, "OH YA HOR!!! forget, hehe". den enter class room, sweating bcos of taking staircase.. aiya... tired,. n mr koh was so shock to see my mum, he thought she's my sister, wth.. haha, he told my mum tat im the only pupil in class tat evryone respect(in class la), cheered up the class, bring LIFE to class, likes to help wen they are in need, hehe, *blush, DEN!!, he complained bout my HAIR!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!! must cut!!! don wan!!!! haiss!!! my mum gave him her permission to cut my hair if tis june holiday remedial lesson i come, my hair still the same thickness, HE WILL CUT!!!!! WILL CUT!!! ah heck! only thing i do to my hair is, trim it!!! haha,. scrap the side, tats all, weeeee, hm... tats all ah, i wana rest.. bye!
morgan, the gala(pole).. bye~!




hi!. todae skool was great, had interclass soccer final, we nvr had a chance to play in the street soccer court, wth, all 4td mathces, at basketball court, fcuk sia, after tat, got interclass floorball for girls, entertaining tho, especially 4te vs atd, wth, 4td lost, 17-1, walao, all my class girls all jus noe hw to jus dress up, make their hair n know NOTHING bout sports!!! argh!!! so we lost(floorball), den gettin bored watching, watch 4na vs 4nb, nice match, but i think thers sum grudge btween nurul n hidayah, i think hidayah thought tat she's better than nurul, wth, fat hope la hidayah, hahaks, wen the nex match was 4nb vs 4te, was TOTAL CHAOS!!, wen evrytime 4te scores a goal, me n gang decide to make our own "yiss" wave,haha funny,. lucky adam not ther, haha, at the end, 4te won, it was a close call match, 4nb's defend was so tight!!! reali sia, congrtas evryone!. den adam anounce the results, 4td n 4nc made thru the heats, we won, top of table, but lost to goal difference, haiya,.... hah but we made it thru, gona face the Express n sec 5 nex term, woohoo!!. hm after tat, the same as ysterdae, adam release us early, recess, 1hr plus., again., saw mandyy, hahaks, thinkin of callin her, hahk but i look she kinda sleepy, den let her be la! haha, don care, n luckily i bring camera, hahaks, took pics. later ill upload. watch movie, a ghost story, walao, irritated by the girls shouting, arGH!!! den, took more pics, haha, den released early, slack at canteen, den, go home lor,.... nutin to do. wen goin home, saw nurul's mum, fierce sia she, rid a harley davidson look alike bike, hah fierce, RESPECT!!!. =p.
ray wanabe.. sahu. haha. illegal gatherin, gambling. bye2~!!!!!! *to eeqah, hey don mention it!!! hehe,




hi! ray here again,!! hah todae was great, had interclass soccer match, my class wont all matches jus nw. hah tnx to farid n me. hahaks! i save all 4NC's shot, all cheered me!! god, it makes me feel im performing at a rock concert!! haha, nice~, my ankle recovered the right time, hehe, after tat, adam let us hav 1 hour of recess!!! hw great!!! woohoo!!!, he's nice these days, after recess, adam let us hav the comp lab, surf internet for three free period!!! weeeeee, at 110, we are relesed!! gahaha, boring sia, go home early, slack at skool, wit sahu n wan, we talked bout our band, haha, nothin actuali, den all went home, haiss, boredom comes again!!! evryday!!! aiyo!!!!! hah, ok lor, tats all happen to dae, i think tmrw i'll be takin pics of me n my class palyin soccer! hehe bye!!!! i llike tis guy, his name is hellbull, a bassist for band "LORDI"
they rock sia!!!!





HI!. bck, todae was soo dead!, in class, i sleep, walk around outside class, disturb ppl in other class n sleep! haha, one whole day, in classroom, do notin, sat at the bck of my class, den anuar n shafeeqah came, hah, took pics wit her, wahaha, after skool, release early by mr koh at 110, had lunch wit xin chang, furk, rasul, shafiq, liagnjie, chee sin n haziq, walao, noisy, crazy bunch of bastards. haha, den bell rang, we all headed home, waited for bus, saw alot of ppl, haha, all like, wave at me, even ppl i donoe, wth. haha crazy. went home, nothin to do, cook sumitng, eat, on comp, still nothing to do, haiYA!!! den mandy online, sahu online, haziq online, nicholas online, all ah, all like "kanchong" wan to chat wit me, at the same time! gosh! haha, tmrw, interclass soccer, shit, afraid my ankle is recovered, hish... tmrw, mus paly seriously sia, must. all of my frens, rely on me sia, wth, hah ok ah bye! tats all!!!
me slepping!! haha.




todae PFT SUCK!!!! i jus do sit ups, pull up n sit n reach, shuttle run n broad jump i cant do it, my ankle is killing me, shit sia, after PFT is over, recess, nvr eat, played soccer~! haha, even wen my leg is Injured! haha, but the match help me recover my ankle, hah, it cracked abit, den the pain is gone! JUS LIKE TAT! hah, i was so confuse y is ther alot of soccer balls around the school compound, so i jus carry on playing, den comes mr koh, he shouted at us, he told us wher we got the balls from, we told him," we came to the soccer court, der already hav alot of soccer balls,", he don care! walao, he took out the cage wher he kept the balls, it was FORCE OPEN! walao, shit~ denwe are the one who kena blame, !@#$er, tmrw"maybe he's calling all of us out, shit!! pls pls pls don.... pls.... later if called out, mr adam CONFIRM handle us, n im reali scared cos of my HAIR!!! long, like cabbage, hehe, i don wan to cut ah, i wan to keep, but i mus watch out for adam, haha, like running away from prison, hah mr adam the officer, im the prisoner, sexual talk was great! hehe, mr koh talk bout alot of "stuff" alot, ppl, alot... heh2, fun tho, we are given papers and wrote down wat u look for gettin a girl, hah, my fren haziq, he wrote down alot of crazy stuff such as, BIG BOOBS, BIG BUTT, GORGEOUS BODY SHAPE, wth, horny bastard. aahah, fun la todae, went home alone, met *her at the bustop, weeee, haha, nice~. k ah, tats all! bye! haha, below, some guitar body i drew, hah cool uhh?





todae was quite boring ah, mornin, woke up at 7, went to hav breakfast at the new coffeeshop at b.gombak, hah nice food, my ankle still hurt, stress bout tmrw's PFT, i MUST do it, even tho my ankle still hurts, if i don, i cant play soccer for my class interclass soccer league in school, must!!. todae, jsu stayed at home, slack, play bass, internet browsing, bloghopped n, sleep. haha, sucks la actuali, cant go out, my ankle hurts like shit, my sis n grandma, help massage my ankle, walao!!! pain!!!! haha, endure lor!! hehe. but stil pain ah. heh!, ah! forget, i edit sum pics too! haha, suck ah, my art piece suck ah, later i show ah, it suck, if its ugly, do tag,, hah. hm... den, need to babysit my baby cousin, cool!!! , haha. he enjoys rock songs too!, headbanged wit me, shouted wit me, hah all rock stuff ah, he'll do it wit me! shittt. den watched singapore idol, IT SUCK!!!!! god!!! why do they join the competition wen they noe tat they cant sing?! walao. make their name n appearence drop sia.. ass, haha i "PSYCHO"ed my gangster uncle, hah i think tmrw meetin him to buy new hp! haha MAYBE, if not, sad ah!!! ahah, tats all ah. bye!!! pics below. tag hor!!! remember!! *me n my sis!!! alamAK!! im unmasked!!! shit

ray signing off!!! rock!!!




hi ray's bck and injured. shit~, todae was a great day! crap!, played soccer at 8 till 6, argh! was freat tho, wan(poyo) failed to trick me in thematch esults, falling n landed on my right leg, making my ankle feels like its dislocated, anuar help me doin the stretching, cracks alot! alot!! shit!!! pain sia. den, after tat stoopid incident happens, i stop playing since then, wtf, den the others made mathces w/o me! shit man, became the ref, referee kayu wan, den wen rasul's team is losing, i sub wit farid, even tho my legs still hurts,(haha), i scored the winning goal! haha, great, den all tat shit happens, all headed home, me, shafiq, sahu went to bb east c.c for lunch, McDs, met rusdan!! weee, FREE MEALS AGAIN!!! haha, after eating free food, all nothing to do, heade bck to baskteball court near yusof ishak, slept a while at the bbq pit seats, den comes amirul, khalil, faliq and his gang, played soccer AGAIN, walao, we lose 5-0. shit huh? my leg ar, prob, den went home, took bus at westmall nearby busstop, saw afyqah, she's alone, walking, wher's her guy sia? hah she looks fierce sia. haha scary, den till nw ar i on the comp, my leg STIll giving me probs, wrapped it wit bandage n ice, it hurt, cold, numb, still hurt, pain pain pain.. help me man, anyone... hehe, pain ah, k bye! *pain............... tis is a drum i drew, boring mah, haha, nice?
btw, i wana wish chad muska, a happy 29th bdae! hehe. (even tho i anti him) haha :P




hey! todae was ok la, escape a near death! hehe, not actuali death, but by adam ah, my hair! hehe, so thick, heng ah. todae got my cpa results, 85/100, wth? haha cant believe it either, after skool, had lunch with sahu, rasul, shafiq, as usual, noisiest, i think ther is sum urge in my body tat makes me look at nurul, wth,, shit... y sia,.. den i saw *her, hehe nice... haha, den shafeeqah told me, thers sum ppl gossiping bout me n nurul, wat fuck, chicken, who sia, fucker, den, went to friday prayers wit sahu, den decided to hav guitar session in my house, played songs like paranoid, i surrender, holiday(haha), malmsteen's crazy doctor n more ah, we even make our own video clip on the song, stayin alive HAHAH! seow MAN!!! stayed till 8, den help sahu carry his amplifier home, went to pasar malam at clemneti,we met tis tis hot gerl,( she's my fren, in primary skool,) n she still remeber me! haha! long time sia nvr mit her, nw she's gorgeous! haha. ok ray, stop. haha, ok la, tats all, bye! pics below!





hi.... todae was suck in the begining.. morning assembly, mdm pee, caught furk's n haziq's hair, WHICH is not long, while i didnt get caught, my hair was so thick! haha. i think im jus lucky. hahaks, sori guys!. in class, was so cool, my english, passed, 114/160. argh! did so badly! die. haha. recess, was so freaking HOT!! aiya!! ah, who cares, heh!. while walking i saw *her, woohoo! hahaks, she's alone.... i wan to accompany but.. later my fren WILL disturb, CONFIRM! so, better not lor. den after skool, slack,... laugh n joke around wit furk, shafiq, sufyan n sahu. i think we are the most noisiest grup. shit~. hak!, den *she came again. walao.. haha... thought of stayin till 5+, im rather tired. so all went bck lor. so, this is the main part, my fren furk, was brutally hurt by love. walao. pity sia. he msg tis gerl until he reali like tis gerl, suddenly, wen he wanted to ask the "grand" questto tat gerl, the gerl says, she oreadi got guy oreadi. walao. den was like so RESTLESS. shit sia. haha. pity dude! ah, nvm la, alot more ah. hm... tmrw, friday. ah! shit! go mosque man, hehe, mus go ah, hehe, shit... lazy ah.. haha. hm. i think tats all ah. bye!





hey ray's bck, todae, went out for soccer the whole day... tired sia. first, woke up at 7am, shower, went straight to street soccer at caltex. my team was so great. haha anuar, shafiq, naz. im the keeper. haiya! hah but i save almost all the shots ah. haha. bcso im wear a special jersey tats y, haha, den stopped at 11+. slacked, had breakfast, met up with boy n shaifful, eat again... boy treatin us teh O, haha, went riding with his chopper, slacked at morgan's house, played soccer again. haha, till 6+. damn tired sia. nothing to blog ah... tats y short.. *i like sumone!! hahaha bye!!!! mamai!!!! still remeber tis logo hahaA!!!!





i feel like a PSYCHO.todae was suck. even tho its mother's day. my mum didnt wan aniting. she told me tat she's sorry about hitting me, cursing me, taking my hp away, n not being able to contact nurul, walao.. so sao seh.. todae one whole day i nvr go out. argh!!! shit.. boring. watched dvds, comp, drink onli, nvr eat, haha, quite fun tho. sahu ask me to learn new songs for my new band, alot man.... aiyo... msg nurul, nvr reply!! argh!! chat wit alot of ppl ah todae, shafeeqah, boy, sahu, rain, amy from australia and more ah. but i don have the guts to caht wit nurul, why? jus bcos i jus broke off wit her? shit man, todae, jus chat, blogghopping, miss call ppl, visit websites link to hp.. im targetin w800i. nice sia.... all the accessories was sooo cool man.... gona ask my unlce wen is the day we'r goin shopping. hah. i cant wait sia... new hp, new mp3. weee., ahah, ok ah, tats all.. mamai!!! *miss u nurul!!




hey.. todae went out wit rasul's gang, anuar, akmal, morgan, shafeeqah, shaifful, shafiq, haziq, boy, taufiq, tetek n syafiq. had fun wit them,... went out at 130, met up wit shafeeqah in the bus, den headed staright to anuar void deck, unite all over there. head to orchard.. in the bus.. walao. we'r the NOISIEST bunch.. crazy bastards. boy, me, taufiq n sahu cant stop talkin bad bout others who look funny or weird. den at lucky plaza, EVEN worst! me n boy made a VERY IRRITATING sound, it sounds like a dog dying... try imagine hw irritating it is. aiya! den decided to go esplanade... took bus ther. chaos!!! boy, taufiq n me, again, make the irritating sound again... gosh... even the bus driver was so iriitated he wanted us to leave the bus. haha. at esplanade, me, rasul, boy, was like so boring, we decide to entertain the others, by acting out the songs the people controling the radio, we acted out the songs like, Rollin by limp bizkit, fifa ost n eye of the tiger,(rocky ost). crazy sia... den all want to go home, me, boy, rasul, taufiq went to west coast for a drink, met up wit khairil, i jus have one honey dew juice, den went off, waited for the bus, ALONE... so scary.. i heard sum rumours tat ther hav sum undead spirits roaming.. eeeeee scary!!! luckily i have my hp, msg nurul, walao... damn it.. miss her alot... todae is 13/5/06. 13!!! nurul's favourite number... hehe. i missed hangin out wit her.... gosh.... the fun we used to have at esplanade, "IN" the bus. missed all tat moment... haiss.... i tink tats all.. bye! pics below.





hey! ray's bck, todae, was like ok ah, visit my rocker uncle in NUH, he suffered Slipped disc on his bck, walao. pity sia, but still, he attacks my food! argH!!! curses! stayed ther from 2 till 6+. boring though, too forget the boredom, me n my cousin, start to play catching, not running, using wheelchair, funny man. i hit the vending machine couple of times, came out some coins. haha, met my samseng uncle, he showed off his new hp, nokia 6280. walao. nice sia... i sweet talk him ah, nex time go out wit me, buy new hp n new MP3. heheh, greedy sia. he says OK!! yahoo!! hehe, den, msg nurul, gosh missed her alot.. even though we'r through... haiss.... but still, she's still in my heart, treasure her forever.. reached home... went toilet couple of times, bcos of the food i had in NUH, haha, delifrance, rojak, desserts. haha, chaos. i totallay finished up my aunt's, uncle's cash . haha. tmrw.. got plans of playin soccer or, go out wit my gang?dono wich one to choose? aiya!!! im outta here. bye! *gosh. my hair is so thick!! like jungle... hehahah L-R, mum, aunt n me!