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hi im bck.... tired man... went to jb.. wit my uncle, aunt n cousins,.. syiok man!! i bought new shoes (converse), made a badge, white tshirt, n alot of foods!!! woohoo... later the shoe n badge (got u one for nurul). pics, ill upload it.. had great fun ther, played our family usual song.. grand funk railroad, had our lunch at "dangabay" walao... my uncle buy alot of food sia... rojak, chicken rice, chinese rojak, fried chickne. walao...FULL SIA... thought of makin a sketch of me, but i refuse, better havin nurul wit me... haha cool!!. den went to one shopping mall called "angsana", alot of stuff ther, all the stuff i see, i want to buy.. in the end, got new white t, new shoes, haiss. my aunt almost got me a new deck... shit... i rejected it... argh!!!!! ass!! reached home at 9+... damn tired....... miss u nurul..... wana mit u ....... can i?.... tmrw? pls.... tired ah.. stoppin here... pics below...





hey, im going johor for while.... buying stuff.. be bck!!! miss u nurul




bck!. todae was great!!! went to sch wit nurul. woohoo. syiok man. english paper was easy, slept in class, even im not finished, luckily mdm pee woke me up, tnkx, den after exam saw nurul hehe cute sia she, sit in class, doin her exams, hehe CUTE!!!!!!!, went to ,mosque, came bck to sch, but nvr enter, slack outisde at the basketball court with sahu. we do our usual stuff ah, talk bad bout ppl around us. like jus nw, we saw a grandma, her hair was like a wrestler called kane, after he took off his mask. walao., busted. bought mcDs milkshake,*it suck, den at 230, having thoughts of waitin for nurul, she nvr reply, den i went home, den it RAIN!!!!!!! walao... stucked at the bustop till 5. hah crazy. at home, slack, study abit, watch dvd, comp.... online,... helpin sahuh bout "sumting".. *secret*, todae nutin to do ah, cos exams ah. i wana go out study tmrw.... boring ah at home.hm... wana go esplanades library, want to borow the heavy metal n rock history hahah. den maybe watchin gig*if ther is one tmrw* nurul, wan to follow???? bye tats all!!!




hey hey hey. carlito's son bck. todae was ok ok ok ah. in skul, morning assembly, i wanted to see nurul, bu tim afraid she like, see me, n jus ignore. tats y im liketis, paiseh ah.in class, was finaly great bcos, my fren made the whole class jumpy, happi n noisy(of cos). english period, MT, PE was great. english, mdm norliah praise me for my good werk, MT, mr hamsani praise me again... PE, played soccer in the hall. like JOga bonita(i guess, i forget the name). cool, scored a veri NICE volley assist by farid. tnx, played defensive too, slide here, slide ther, blood here, blood ther, walao. pain man,.. busted my knee,. it seem like it will NVR cure.. haha. recess,(my knee still hurts), sat at the study corner, trying to rest,.. den comes sadip n sahu, crazy asses. noisy. they asked me wat happen to me? i told them tat im stressed! haha, after skool, lunch.. den must attend extra lesson wit mdm RAy. finished early, surf internet, teached my bloody classmates. slack at the canteen, continue my band drawing, hah, its almost done, hah! den headed home lor. in the bus met amanda, hah. noisy man she, even my headphones are on. at home. comp startin up was so freakin slow.... watch dvd awhile. den the comp is on! woohoo, tmrw my English paper begins. woohoo!! MYE baby!!! even though im not ready!!! shit! nw im addicted to songs like, soldier of fortune, last call(plain white t), rainbow, scorpions n OASIS!!! walao.!!! its all rasul's fault!! gosh!! tats all.... bye!! nurul, i miss u.




suffering....... todae was..... like as if its one of my darkest day of my life... gosh... in skul,.. in class, i felt like sleeping, draw, not studying.. gosh... why.... why... english lesson, was suck as usual, maths was ok, but still cant concentrate, M.T, do my werk fast hand in, den mr hamsani let me tke a rest,(btw, he noes me n nurul together, hw he noe ah?). after his lesson, he asked me wat happen... i told him, nutin, but he insist of tellin the truth, so i told him ah, the probs im facing. he promised not to tell a soul, i trust him. den comes recess time. sat at study corner. nurul came.. gosh seeing her was a joy... but todae, her eyes were swollen.. gosh,,. i feel like crying.. man, cpa lesson was even sucker, mdm ray n wai, walao.. they ar!! tag team veri gud ah. jsu a little of unacceptable werds ah, both of them looked at me, shit man, after skool, lunch wit shafiq, moncong, furk, salam n faizal, todae no crazy stuff, no power ah. slack at the canteen till 4 oclock, i drew a pic of a rock band, "RN" kinda cool, im still drawing the guitarist.. planning bout drawin a female vocalist. hah, den went home, walk to bustop wit mr pornguy, shafiq, saw a grup of "jurongville" guys, shit.. stared at me. tot of lookin for fight or sumting.. just bcos i got "the rock" like eyebrow, at home, study a bit.. den comp... listen to songs, edit pics, bloghopping, deviantart, n just simply stare at the screen. my life is nw at stake... i wanted to hurt myself, but icant. i don wan to lose EVRYTHING. im not ready for my exams,,, hw, wat m i suppose to do? don tink bout the prob, im facing. tat i cant stop tinkin bout... gosh.. help... ani one hav suggestion? tag me. ASAP. ending here.. bye......




hi.. todae was an ok day for me.. todae was so great bcos went to skool wit nurul(finali). hhe. in class, boring... but tat gay ass shafiq irritates me. drew stuff on my foolscap paper.. i save tat "space" of paper to draw my nurul's name(bcos todaes a special day) n put it on deviantart, but he destroyed it.... i chase him up-down the staircase.. den recess.. waiting for nurul, no sign of her, sat at study corner alone.. haha, asked rusydi to help me buy water, den comes sahu n sadip. after recess stil waitning for her,.. still no sign, i went up class alone..den science lesson, sat one corner at the first period, searching stuff tat can like hurt me,. den 2nd period, i study.. stress man... maths lesson.. finish early.. cos mr koh needs to attend sum stuff, woohoo!!, but.. we must finish maths task given by mdm pee.. walao... msg nurul, hah i forgot tat she nver bring her hp. hah. after skul... ate, nurul came up to me.. told me tat shes goin library.. hah, i knew she need times for her fren too,.. so i let her go.. den returned back my plate. went home straight. same as yesterdae, sat at the bustop for 1/2hr, den board the bus.... in bus, met my old fren, ppl kol him "orange". hah he's still funny.. at home.. my grandpa irritates me AGAIN!!! argh!! kept askin whers my sis?2 walao... i kept my anger to myself... try not to scold my gramps. den, online... got scolding from my cuzzin. walao,. i didnt met him up jus nw to pass his guitar tat oso mus shout ah? walao.. den i put my comp to standby mode, watch tv.. thinking of msging nurul, but her pp8 low.. shit man... den i decide to sleep for about half and hour. haha, den woke up.. chat... den bloggin nw ah.. haha tats all!! bye.... todae is a great day actuali.....




hey,.. busted my knee(again) PE lesson. blood evrywhere. woohoo! wat a relieve.. even thoguh it hurts, i don care.. it oso makes me feel all my prob is gone.. but its not...haha, morning ritual was shit! mr chew talked bout the band thingy. proud for wat? shit man!, english period.. i was silenced.. thinking,. n makin conan irritated. hah. maths lesson.. had test,. cant do it, stress bout wats happening to me,.. den recess. haha, sat at the study corner. thinking. draw the werd "hatred" my left hand.. den comes cpa lesson. was kinda cool.. manage to finish all task given. and. have time to make a "RN" logo,. nice sia.. hah but too bad.. no mmc reader.. ass. hah! after skool, lunch. went off a bit early todae.. sat at the bustop for abt 1/2 an hr. met alot of my frens. hah asked me wat happen? i told them nothing.. bu thtey keep beggin me to tell. but i refused. kept inside me... den board the bus.. reach home... on comp, online... it happen again... walao.. i wan tis stop... pls.. so, tmrw is a special dae.. 25/4/06. i think im gona stop here.. bloodshed!!! hatred!!!
Oh what'll I doIf I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
We are apart
Am I still in your heart?
Baby why don't you see?
That I need you here with me. *extract from song "gone" tis song is for u nurul. ;(.. miss u...




hey.... i wana bang my head.... wana eat poison... wana slit my wrist... argh aniting tat can hurt me.... aniting.. todae was ok.. morning. went market wit my uncle.... had breakfast... den go rounding... went to AUTOBAC(carshop ah). we like inside the car, like having a rock concert, played songs, "grand funk railroad" rock legends... volume MAX, walao..... went home... watch AC/DC concert live in Donington... just wacth few minutes, den. *snores......... walao... unitl 4. shit.... im supposed to go to gombak wit sahu man... shit,.. luckily he's out wit "rachy". den online.... argh... stupid MSN,, makes me alwaes fight, fight, fight,. walao!!!!!!! i don wana fight,.. ok nw, its like, evrybody hates me.,... EVERYBODY!!!!! somes of my frens, my family members, my "suMBOdy". man.... they started to call me names... curse me... talk bad bout my missing "dad". cmon, i have feelings too, god... help me... im stressed up man... god, with my studies all, ppl askin to join their band, problem. i don wan tis all to happen, wan all tis shit to end,... i just can take it no more.... i wana hurt myself BIG time... really.... it makes me feel great after it...with all bruises on my leg, hands, feels good... im Ray the "hatred". remember tat...


im still hated..................




hey... todae was ok... went to watch SYF, it suck, waste my time.... shud have spend time with nurul, which i didnt. shit, we got bronze. me n sahu. was like, support other skuls, not yusof ishak, haha bastard... we shouted like crazy man... n den rain came. curses. den nurul's mum or her sis, called me, asked me whether im with nurul or not.... walao, scary... i tot wat happen to her.... took bus nO 70, headed to marina square, had dinner wit my crazy bastard fren, sahu. went home took mrt, we sat at the mrt station for about half an hour b4 we aboard the train. we took our time by talking about our frens. hah we realy made a fool of our self over there by makin stupid comments but my fren.. talk her/his appearance, wat happens went hey are angry. wud they evolve to spawan or wat/?? reached hoem at abnout 10+, shower, online.... walao, evrytime i online... must ALWAES fight... shit sia........im cursed or wat..... shit man, argh... i wish MSN was nver CREATED!!! ass man.... *nurul, im sorry wat happened jus nw.
*Wish I was too dead to care,
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying*continue on 22/4/06 blog entry, extract on song "bother"


im hated.......




hey... bck... todae great day... woohoo!!!(eeeeee) nurul did it again!! yahoo!!
(u noe wat i mean*nurul). todae my lessons were cool, except for english.. sumtimes jus hate my teacher... alwaes kept us bck for recess, jus bcos we nvr hand in our hmwerk "together" walao.... lame sia.... cant tolerate, after sch, went to mosque, ya i noe its the 1st time i go mosque. but y must "some" ppl talk bad bout me going to mosque? its bcos i like to curse werds? act like im worshipping satan? ur head la!!! n... when im waiting for nurul at the foyer, "some" ppl also NVER believe wat they saw, u noe wat?! im REVISING!!! gosh!!! cant i revise for my exams???? aRGH!!! die man, went home wit nurul, print my pics n hers at westmall, bought ice cream, im addicted to it!!! argH!! tnx to nurul, hahahks!, met my fren from hongkah pri, he's one of the bad ass of hongkah pri, rizal. shit, HE CHNGED ALOT!!! looks even more gay! ahah shit, *is she still HATING ME?! or NOT?!

*Wish I was too dead to cry,My self-affliction fadesStones to throw at my creator,
Masochists to which I cater,You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be, I'll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds.
*extracts from song "Bother".
AM I STILL HATED??!! *nurul, i wanna hug u.....




..... todae was ok ah,........ in school. i just cant stop tinking abt nurul, is she ok, still happpi.? i dono... i kept repeating my song "bother". n.. ok ppl, u might b shocked, ok, i cried lsitening to tat song. arGH!! for two straight days, i nvr sleep... god... y must tis happen? i WANT it to stop.... im reali suffering badly.... onli recess time i was happi, nurul mit up at study corner... she smiled at me... wen i saw tat, my life suddenly chnge,... was so high!!!den comes scince period... ass., mr wong todae wore a VERi tight shirt!!! yuck!!!! tat time,i took out my mp3, listen to songs like "MIA", "bother" ,"somwhere over the rainbow" and "me and my boyfriend". tat song reminds me about nurul..... gosh... i wan tis to stop ah.... pls..... i cant sleep.... exams are coming.... die.... need to boost up.... my maths ok, just science... argh shit subject,,.... regret choosing science as my core subject... ass..... *i tried talkin to u,.. asking u wat happen.... msg u... want to go out wit u*,.. hm......n i wana kill tat 2 "bitches" who interfere in my relationship... die la... went home alone... stop at assumption sec sch, n walk home from there..... reach home, online at nite went for my street soccer game, busted my left calf muscle again.. muscle pain, sad boutt the stuff happening..... argh!! die better... shit.........i hope tmrw will be a great day.... pls.. atleast nurul can go bck wit me..... pls........

im still hated......... no peers are in my mind nw, only u
nurul, only u..... * u remeber tis. happy rite, i want to be tis way. please....




hey.... todae was so suck.. i cant sleep the whole night yesterday,.. i kept regretting evrything to maek nurul angry, pissed, and more ah. walao, in class todae was so restless without me shouting, laughing, make teacher angry. haH!, luckily thers rasul,. he entertains the class. ha, me? i kept my head down... tinking again.... wats gona happen to me n nurul, i don wan to destroy it... i wan it for eternity.... serious... recess time was suck big time,... hate going to the canteen... stayed at the study corner resting my head.... then came sahu n sadib, they cheered me up, haha, tnks, but still having BIG thoughts about my BIG problem.... assembly, lame........ nurul pass me the BLACK BOOK, read it, shit.... i felt so GUILTY......... after skul, had lunch... evrytime had lunch wit sahu n gang, always chaos,.. i didnt join in the chaos part, haha, den rain started to pour like not any other day.. shit,,, so cold, the thunder, i stayed in skul until 5+, i didnt realise tat i slept at the canteen. HAH!!! went home.... listen to my cousins mp3, listen to the song "somwhere over the rainbow" tat song makes me feel so high up in sky... wit her..... hahah cool huh?. i feel my life jsut got run down by a trailer... shit.... regret making nurul angry... pissed... arGH! im dying..... help....



IM HATED.....




hi! todae was ok.... morning, i went to skul alone. BORING!!!!!!! i feel so dead.... had mass exercise, shit, its was ok, did jumpins jacks(more like jumping jerks to me) haha, push ups, sit ups. tired, pe lesson WAS GREAT!!!! i passed my 2.4 km, have FREE GAMES!!! wohoo!!! soccer macth!! nice, my team lost... shit, last minute mistake,,, i fell down results of hitting the goal pst pole... shit my back!!! den goin up to my class, saw nurul..... holy mowley!!! finali i saw her SMILE!!! whoa so nice...... after skool, had lunch, den watch takraw,.... waste time.... den go home at 5+. can u believe i WALKED home!!! shit i too cant believe it, haha, go back my uniform was so wet!!! hahaah eee yuck! den reach home, on comp, read my nurul blog, read the tagboard.. fuck man, stoopid mr mod, argH!!! fuck la,.... don wana tok bout it shit ah,....... tats all!!




hi again.... todae suck.... had to accompany my mum to sumones wedding.. shit.... boring..... im useless......... serious im useless.... i feel like im hated....... big time........all i do is make people angry or pissed............ wat fuck......... im not sick n tired of being wit nurul, i ENJOY it, reali..... i wish i could b wit her til the end..... but nw, i jus have some stupid thoughts in my head... it happen to turn into a DISASTER!!!! curse me man!!!! curse.!!!!!!!!!!!! die better ah........ nurul......... pls.. gimme a chance,..... pls.... im begging u.... ill do anything to get u to b wit me!! ANYTHING!!!!! change the way i m nw ( not to be HEARTLESS, n im reali trying.), pls anything..... just another chance...................... i wan to this relationship so badly... n u noe it nurul.... pls....


im hated!!!!!!!!!!!!




hey! todae was fun, i had a terrific time wit my two "kutoking" fren, but still thinkin bout my nurul, hws she doing, enjoying or not... haiss, yuck!! i cant belive tat shes going to anugerah concert!! argh!! haha fcuk sia they 2(shafiq n sahu), firstly, we played soccer at the street soccer court behind caltex, suddenly it rains, shit ass, den we slack under the block bside the court, saw fir n syirah, ass haha. walao, chaos sia, we slack ther until 5+, den our stomach was like punching itself out, hahah we eat at mcDs at bb east cc, met rusdan WORKING!!!!! haha our chance!! we ordered 2 mcspicy, 1 big mac, den rusdan gave us 2 bigmac, 1 double fillet extra!!! cool!! im so damn full!!! den i decide to print one of my pic wit nurul, at the nearby photo shop. haha we surveyed two three shops, the first two shop totally suck, the third one at westmall rock! den we saw the watch tat totaly looks liek adidas watch!! ahah gona get it!! ahaha *nurul, i print our pics, cool,. im pissed bout *sumone blog todae!! fuck sia!!!!! argh!!!! ok tats all for todae!!!




hey bck, im gona blog about yesterdae n thursday, ok thursdae, our sch half day ah, at 3+ need to go bck school for annual awards, we shouted jsu to support our fren shaiiful, n especially nurul, i cheerd for teh loudest!!! shit!! lucky mr adam nver saw me shout like one crazy bastard!!! haha went home wit nurul, had a realy rgreat time!!! we walked home... cool. its dark!!! hahah, sang songs, laugh at each other n took pics, hahah, had fun. ok, yesterdae, my frens ask me to accompany them to sim lim square, but its cancelled, den i decided to wait for nurul, for 3 hours, hahah had a !@#$%^& shit time waitng, u noe y, im been surrounded by smokers, walaO!! cannot tahan ah......... wen the KB(s) all wanted to go home, my turn to tke away nurul from them lor, ahah, had great time in the mrt,(u noe wat imean nurul haha), had a veri late lunch at westmall kfc, walk home wit nurul again....... hahah fun agian!!! n i dono y i kept staring at her.............. haha y man.... haha tats all,... later bloggin about todae ah , my fingers are tired




i feel that im being used.............maybe, maybe not....




hey............... im useless, all i do is piss ppl off, fuck, i don noe why ah, cursed i tink, todae skul was suck, all periods was like, SUCK!!! after skul, had lunch, walao, eat mee oso no power,....... shit, after eating, sat at foyer, wen mdm ang asked me, shafiq n haziq to help her clean the board near to the security counter, tiring sia, LUCKILY she bought us drinks ah, haha, reach home, sleep,...... dizzy sia,...... at 7+ my street soccer gang called up, so i mit them, played soccer, no mood oso,....... i managed to save all their shots haha, missing her............... *nurul... where r u................. :(




hey bloggers!!! ray's bck!! god, finally my comp is still alive(working), todae was ok la, in the morning, went to skul wit nurul!, morning assembly, me, sufyan n furqaan like to disturb rasul n sahid, hahah, wen singing, sufyan will folow watever sahid sya, its like so irritating, hah den furqaan n me, we touch rasul's butt, hahaha, funny man, den had p.e lesson, hahah fun! todae haziq(my class), he was so "on-form" being a keeper, he like save all my volley shot n bicycle kick, shitt.... haha is was fun though,den after skul, had lunch wit rasul, farid, shafiq, sufyan, sahu n salam, fun sia!!! haha after eating, all of us except salam(he went for detention) went to the foyer to hav A VERI NOISY N FUNNY DISCUSSION!!! shitt~!!! me n sahu alwaes 'kutok'(sum of u don noe tis werd) everybody we see,like mr namdi was sitting with style, all of us try to folo everything he do, walao!!! i almost cried lauughing,.... shitt!!! den msg nurul, "wan me to wait?", she replied "no" after receiving tat msg, i went home lor, bought bubble tea, reach home, straight away lie down my bed! miss nurul,................
I LIKEEEEEEEEEEE U TOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!(nurul)




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todae was ok la, jamming was boring,........... haha and tats my LAST jamming wit facade, i quit, sick oreadi ah, after jam at 4, thought of waiting for nurul, haha waited for her reply for 4 hours, haha i sitted at marina square, at the BIG staircase alone! like a JACKASS!! haha, BUTT cram sia, so decided to go home and nurul rplied, hah got off the mrt tat im goin home, jus wan to mit her, she say nvm, haha den waited for 960 outside esplanade, haha in the bus, I cant "tahan" the smell of indian man man, walao, stink sia ESPECIALYY when they raised up their hand!! argH!!!! shit!!!! haha after enduring tat MOMENT!, drop off at bustop near seven eleven, bought coke(haha) reached home, rest, shower, watch "dogtown" for awhile, den go online lor, cannot sleep, i itnk tats all ah. bye!!




woohooo


todae WAS great!!!! during recess, nurul always CHEERED UP!!! love her!!! after recess had science n hey, ah, speakin bout hey lesson, it WAS so COOL, we all were divided to groups of three, haha we all ignored the rules n instruction and all the jackass crew reunite, hahaks, we ALMOST won the competition jus nw, shitt, rusdan(one of the jackasses) is too short ah, shit, den we took pictures, haha ALOT!!! den maths period, i complain wit mr koh, ITS VERI HOT!! den he decided to bring us to HEY room 1 for maths lesson, haha SYIOK SIA........... after skul, waited for nurul, haah den went to look for nurul favourite ICECREAM, haha FINALLY got it!!! haha its nice actuali(the icecream haha). den slack under nurul's block, until 6+, hah OWAES ENJOY every trip home wit nurul ah, shitT!!! cool,........... tats all ppl. bye!!!
ps: nurul, love you<3




ok........


todae in skul suck ah, i tink im gona be sick. shit ah, blocked nose, sore throat n sore eyes
(i think). in class, as usual, ass ah conan, always throw things at me, haha I throw him back but HARDER!!! wakakak, recess, nurul cheered me up!!! hah luv her! tnx!!! after recess, da MT n science, the BORING period!!! shit ah!!!, cpa, shitt~! N level coursewerk!!! hah a little bit more editing, den can sleep!!! woohoo!!! went home ALONE, at 6+ met up wit mY nurul, sahu we went to pasar malam, it was ok, had burger ramly, solid man!!! nurul was so tired sey, nvr talk wit me ah, walao boring sia,jus send her at the bustop, wait for her bus, send her to the bus, FINALLY!!! she smile!!!!! hm..... wat did i do wrong?? shitt sia me!! ass!!!! curse me!!!! tats all ppl!!!!!




haiss


todae was totally chaos, got FLU!!!!!! p.e, BROKE my F______g specs!!! argh!!! into half!!walao!!! luckily i haf another three extra specs, shitt~, haiss, assembly suck, stoopid acting, so stooppid!! after skul, eat, go home! wargh!!!!!!!!!!!! i tot of goin pasar malam wit nurul, at home, slack around, ONLY!! walao!!! argh!!!! tats all ah toddae, MAYBE ill be updatin later............. wats happening to me????????? gosh!!!!!




todae.....


was great lar jus not complete wit her not around, hais,....went to peninsula, beach road n bugis wit shaifful(sahu), crazy sia him, ass, we bought jeans, rockers type one, hah, den went to beach rd look fir tis bastard's tights, no results, den go bugis look for my watch, oso NO results, walao!!! im trying look for the same type of watch as nurul but bigger n black in colour,, no haf man, shitt, after searching for my watch for 20 minutes, we decide to go home, reached home, boredom comes,(again) my cousin's here, watching dvds, ordered food, slack, lazy SOBs, me, jus inside my room online chat wit nurul n sahu, play my bass, learning new songs, n..... I JUST MISS HER SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!! omg!!!!i tinks tats all ah, bye ah!!




wat a shitt day..



todae was totalyy suck!!! went toplay soccer at bb, boring...... nurul out wit novia, i dono wher they went, nvr tell me, ha, walao!!!! BORING!! reached home at 715, got chnge, bathe, online. nurul not online.. walao!!!! miss her man!!!! gosh!!!! msg nvr reply.. hahah, shitt, wher she go man, ok im gona blog about these pass two days, (bcos i nvr update it two days ago, haha) its bout the tagger who tag my nurul's blog, shitt, i nvr even thought tat u could do tis to me n her, hw could u??? omg,!!!! i feel like wacking u, but we'r members, brother to me, hw could u..... man... i tot i trust u.... shitt man. argh drop it man, if i see "u" continue doing tis shit again!? im reali gona pinned u down reali reali reali hard man,i don care whu u r, as longas anibody humiliate my nurul, is gona get it, cmon, don try to ruin my relationship wit nurul man, u jus CANT,ok stop, continue bout wat happen todae, after soccer, me, shaifful shafiq went to mcdonalds near siva house, at bb east cc, we plan to ask rusdan to giv us FREE food, we orderd 2 big macs, 2 mcspicy, 1 fillet o fish, 3 apple pies, 2 large fries, 12 piece nuggets n lastly, CHILLIS<>