..... todae was ok ah,........ in school. i just cant stop tinking abt nurul, is she ok, still happpi.? i dono... i kept repeating my song "bother". n.. ok ppl, u might b shocked, ok, i cried lsitening to tat song. arGH!! for two straight days, i nvr sleep... god... y must tis happen? i WANT it to stop.... im reali suffering badly.... onli recess time i was happi, nurul mit up at study corner... she smiled at me... wen i saw tat, my life suddenly chnge,... was so high!!!den comes scince period... ass., mr wong todae wore a VERi tight shirt!!! yuck!!!! tat time,i took out my mp3, listen to songs like "MIA", "bother" ,"somwhere over the rainbow" and "me and my boyfriend". tat song reminds me about nurul..... gosh... i wan tis to stop ah.... pls..... i cant sleep.... exams are coming.... die.... need to boost up.... my maths ok, just science... argh shit subject,,.... regret choosing science as my core subject... ass..... *i tried talkin to u,.. asking u wat happen.... msg u... want to go out wit u*,.. hm......n i wana kill tat 2 "bitches" who interfere in my relationship... die la... went home alone... stop at assumption sec sch, n walk home from there..... reach home, online at nite went for my street soccer game, busted my left calf muscle again.. muscle pain, sad boutt the stuff happening..... argh!! die better... shit.........i hope tmrw will be a great day.... pls.. atleast nurul can go bck wit me..... pls........
im still hated......... no peers are in my mind nw, only u nurul, only u..... * u remeber tis. happy rite, i want to be tis way. please....