hey.... i wana bang my head.... wana eat poison... wana slit my wrist... argh aniting tat can hurt me.... aniting.. todae was ok.. morning. went market wit my uncle.... had breakfast... den go rounding... went to AUTOBAC(carshop ah). we like inside the car, like having a rock concert, played songs, "grand funk railroad" rock legends... volume MAX, walao..... went home... watch AC/DC concert live in Donington... just wacth few minutes, den. *snores......... walao... unitl 4. shit.... im supposed to go to gombak wit sahu man... shit,.. luckily he's out wit "rachy". den online.... argh... stupid MSN,, makes me alwaes fight, fight, fight,. walao!!!!!!! i don wana fight,.. ok nw, its like, evrybody hates me.,... EVERYBODY!!!!! somes of my frens, my family members, my "suMBOdy". man.... they started to call me names... curse me... talk bad bout my missing "dad". cmon, i have feelings too, god... help me... im stressed up man... god, with my studies all, ppl askin to join their band, problem. i don wan tis all to happen, wan all tis shit to end,... i just can take it no more.... i wana hurt myself BIG time... really.... it makes me feel great after it...with all bruises on my leg, hands, feels good... im Ray the "hatred". remember tat...