hey.... todae was so suck.. i cant sleep the whole night yesterday,.. i kept regretting evrything to maek nurul angry, pissed, and more ah. walao, in class todae was so restless without me shouting, laughing, make teacher angry. haH!, luckily thers rasul,. he entertains the class. ha, me? i kept my head down... tinking again.... wats gona happen to me n nurul, i don wan to destroy it... i wan it for eternity.... serious... recess time was suck big time,... hate going to the canteen... stayed at the study corner resting my head.... then came sahu n sadib, they cheered me up, haha, tnks, but still having BIG thoughts about my BIG problem.... assembly, lame........ nurul pass me the BLACK BOOK, read it, shit.... i felt so GUILTY......... after skul, had lunch... evrytime had lunch wit sahu n gang, always chaos,.. i didnt join in the chaos part, haha, den rain started to pour like not any other day.. shit,,, so cold, the thunder, i stayed in skul until 5+, i didnt realise tat i slept at the canteen. HAH!!! went home.... listen to my cousins mp3, listen to the song "somwhere over the rainbow" tat song makes me feel so high up in sky... wit her..... hahah cool huh?. i feel my life jsut got run down by a trailer... shit.... regret making nurul angry... pissed... arGH! im dying..... help....