hi again.... todae suck.... had to accompany my mum to sumones wedding.. shit.... boring..... im useless......... serious im useless.... i feel like im hated....... big time........all i do is make people angry or pissed............ wat fuck......... im not sick n tired of being wit nurul, i ENJOY it, reali..... i wish i could b wit her til the end..... but nw, i jus have some stupid thoughts in my head... it happen to turn into a DISASTER!!!! curse me man!!!! curse.!!!!!!!!!!!! die better ah........ nurul......... pls.. gimme a chance,..... pls.... im begging u.... ill do anything to get u to b wit me!! ANYTHING!!!!! change the way i m nw ( not to be HEARTLESS, n im reali trying.), pls anything..... just another chance...................... i wan to this relationship so badly... n u noe it nurul.... pls....