suffering....... todae was..... like as if its one of my darkest day of my life... gosh... in skul,.. in class, i felt like sleeping, draw, not studying.. gosh... why.... why... english lesson, was suck as usual, maths was ok, but still cant concentrate, M.T, do my werk fast hand in, den mr hamsani let me tke a rest,(btw, he noes me n nurul together, hw he noe ah?). after his lesson, he asked me wat happen... i told him, nutin, but he insist of tellin the truth, so i told him ah, the probs im facing. he promised not to tell a soul, i trust him. den comes recess time. sat at study corner. nurul came.. gosh seeing her was a joy... but todae, her eyes were swollen.. gosh,,. i feel like crying.. man, cpa lesson was even sucker, mdm ray n wai, walao.. they ar!! tag team veri gud ah. jsu a little of unacceptable werds ah, both of them looked at me, shit man, after skool, lunch wit shafiq, moncong, furk, salam n faizal, todae no crazy stuff, no power ah. slack at the canteen till 4 oclock, i drew a pic of a rock band, "RN" kinda cool, im still drawing the guitarist.. planning bout drawin a female vocalist. hah, den went home, walk to bustop wit mr pornguy, shafiq, saw a grup of "jurongville" guys, shit.. stared at me. tot of lookin for fight or sumting.. just bcos i got "the rock" like eyebrow, at home, study a bit.. den comp... listen to songs, edit pics, bloghopping, deviantart, n just simply stare at the screen. my life is nw at stake... i wanted to hurt myself, but icant. i don wan to lose EVRYTHING. im not ready for my exams,,, hw, wat m i suppose to do? don tink bout the prob, im facing. tat i cant stop tinkin bout... gosh.. help... ani one hav suggestion? tag me. ASAP. ending here.. bye......