ok, 2 werds to describe me these days. "I'm STRESSED". i cant do things ryte, concentrate wit anyting, cant do my Ns, cant sleep, no mood to even talk to my close frens especially sadip. why must tis happen? why nw? not last year? or even makin tis thing to happen, why...lets say jsu nw, i reach home, lookin all so grumpy, i accidentally scold vulgaritise to my grandma, my grandma.. gosh.. i didnt mean to say it... i cant concentrate. haiss,. i noe gushe's stress too.. i can feel it. damn it... y mus ther sumone/sumthing to interfere... ok, todae, was not a good day for me, i cant do my malay listening compre jsu nw.. den i heard ppl say tat they plannin to go sentosa tis thurs or fri(i dono), they don even approach me n ask me to tag along. why? is it im being too emo? but atleast im human too wat. no differents. damn it, if u don wan me to go, so don, i don wan to be an extra. n uninvited, so i got myself an overdrive. was kinda cool, wen to buy alone.. met sahu up at the guitar shop, surveyed together, got ym overdrvei for $135 bucks plus a cable, arnd 5+, had lunch cum dinner, took mrt home. ppl kept staring at me, especially emo gerls.. eeeee... fuck off bitch.. yuck. well tmrw i'll be goin jamming, hm.. new vocalsit for my band.. sheesh. ok den,. stoppin here.. bang bang!